很久没有写了...

since i'm in schl nw... dun want to type in chinese coz v ma fan. i type in eng.
todae's 22nd. 2 wks nv write anythg liao.
hmm... how to start?
oyah... 8th was cny eve...hahaz sound so jiu3 yuan3 alr... yah tt was cny eve. we gt performance...i fell down on e stage like an idiot. bt i heard alot of claps n cheers instead of xu1 sheng1... was quite touched...yah...
then toked to tyh abt e comp thg. he suggested tt this yr e overall champion may go by pts...which means we hv to participate in as many events as possible... ltr it is confirmed... so luan4...
yah then wushu lunch... lucky saiho n melvin can come...so 6 of us, travelled all e way to bugis...was quite fun n happy, took quite a few pics...then i rushed off...sorri...coz i hv to go fetch yang...
yang arrived ard 2 sth...met at pasir ris...then went bedok for lunch...(2nd time alr) in Mac...this time e bag is smaller n lighter...more reasonable...then we went buy thgs...cos i want to cook at night...yah... hw cme NTUC dun hv winter melon de... o yah then saw yingying n cuicui at marine parade...duh...yang was like...haha...dun say le
then at night i cooked. wintermelon n pork soup... then i threw in some seaweed... tot heck alr when i found i forgot to buy ginger... but to my surprise e soup was stil nice...yah then i also cooked sweet corn n dumplings...n gt yan2 shui3 ya1 sme mre... so quite nice... ball n dai dai ate with me. we watched chun1 wan3 online but nv focused on it...unlike when i was young... plus ball kept on chatting online...no qi4 fen4 at all de.....
then i slpt le. b4 12 i tink. cant rmb.
ok tt was e eve. tok nxt time. lecture time liao.

一直很安静

空档的借机想找个人放感情
作这种决定是寂寞与我归离
我们的爱情像你路过的风景
一直在惊喜脚步却从不会为我而停

给你的爱一直很安静 来交换你无谓给的关心
明明是三个人的天意 我却始终不能留心你

你说爱像云要自在飘浮才美丽
我终于相信分手的理由有时候很动听

给你的爱一直很安静 来交换你无谓给的关心
明明是三个人的天意 我却始终不能留心你
给你的爱一直很安静 我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是自己 却发现爱一定要有回应

给你的爱一直很安静 来交换你无谓给的关心
明明是三个人的天意 我却始终不能留心你
给你的爱一直很安静 除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘分是用来说明 你突然不爱我这件事情

今天有时间……

恩……明天开始要放假了，所以有时间。
一个星期过了，写得潦潦草草。有些事情，还是留个记忆好。
是从丢手机的那天开始的吧……对……是礼拜二。急了一天……觉得好郁闷。毕竟是别人的手机，还正好是人家要要回去的节骨眼。都不知道怎么交代。后来第二天一大早球打电话给莹莹说食堂大叔找到手机了……呵呵……就这样……
早上找到手机，晚上就去买了一个。是二手的，不过很新。我很喜欢。而且是诺基亚的，跟扬的一样。但是现在它的屏幕已经有点糊了……才用了不到一个礼拜啊……
找到手机的那天……也就是礼拜三……真是乱七八糟。礼拜二舞蹈老师没有来，说是推到礼拜三。我心想算了就先去中正再回来跳舞吧……结果就赶赶赶硬是拖着一大帮人把四段剑学完了。当我决定走的时候看到信息说又取消了……真郁闷……
星期四跳舞好累……
星期五彩排。有点郁闷……原因明显。等下再说。完了之后的训练也还好吧。然后去接扬。看着他这儿伤那儿伤的。
星期六房间呆坐中。
星期天呆坐半天然后送走扬。晚上打电话时偏要看阿甘正传真是太失态。对了mrt上遇到个搭话的。
今天……也就那样吧。一边下楼梯一边发信息结果踩空把脚扭了。大家一定要吸取这个教训。
不过刚才发生一点意想不到有点感动的事情。saiho特地买了药送来宿舍，还写了一张贺卡。挺感动的TOT……谢谢。真庆幸有这么好的朋友。

应该是星期一吧……我们自己的彩排。真的惊讶于他们对练的效果之好，所以当得知对练被剪掉的时候，又是惊讶又是伤心。很伤心，非常伤心。两三个月的努力，就这样轻易的白费了。轻得让我几乎不能承受。我们的表演也一下变成了平淡无奇。最后的表演。谁让他们把唯一的一次彩排演得那么好？？！！
我写不出我的伤心。我也不知道我会那么伤心。也许我把太多感情放在了武术。我想它好。
还有saiho chinhow和ian的感受。我难以想象，只是没有见过saiho这么沉默过。

星期三的训练，套路又被重新安排了。呵呵，又没有竞赛打了。打过竞赛又突然打回四段，真是有点郁闷。真的很想打竞赛枪和剑，不过谁叫我不够强呢。

舞蹈……就不说了。累。

写出来没什么感觉，只是这个星期真的蛮累。星期五的训练到最后我差点抱着腿睡着了，后来被排球砸醒。后来去接扬的时候风好象很大，一吹我就晃啊晃的。

明天演出，希望脚伤不会影响到。之后的武术团圆午饭也希望不只是3个人。再之后的扬的回来也希望不要太郁闷。

long time no see

e past wk has been bz n tired...alot of thgs happen...really v tired...
juz nw even cried abit when calling yang...nt i want to cry...juz tt e stupid tears too eager to come out of my eyes...wth...
haiz wushu...i dun want to leave u with sadness n regret...really v sad...
n dance...haiz...sianz...
v v tired

haiz...dunno wat to say liao...

bt i hv to face it...I LOST MY HANDPHONE AGAIN...argh...hw can it b...
i clearly remembered i left it in canteen on the table when i had my breakfast...when i found i dun hv my hp wif me i dint panic v much lor...i tot ppl sat at e same table wif me this morning will pass the hp back to me de...bt none of them! then when i back i asked canteen uncle, general office n guard room...nobody gt...argh...
to make it worse...wangqing juz told me she want to trade in tt phone...argh...so means i hv to pay her at least 100+ if i cant find it!!! wth...
oyah smethg mre gui3 yi4...i tried to call my hp n found it is OFF...it off itself? or...the most terrible thg...smeone took it alr...argh dare nt to tink liao...if he use my sim card to call overseas then i die liao...bt dun want to cut line since i stil hope i can find it...
haiz haiz haiz haiz...TOT TOT TOT TOT...