对了，在此说明一下……

我一直想把球过生日的状况写一写……
我也给球做了一个蛋糕哦……好吃的~~
送球的礼物是我的得意战果……难得能买到那么好又对人胃口的礼物……粉色的毛绒收音机！！强烈推荐球blog上的照片和描述生日的文字……那收音机觉得值得参观哦~~我当时都不想送了……还有蛋糕的照片^^可爱吧
还有那个CD……有没有算出来啊？？
吼吼……希望球19岁生日过的开心^^希望我是其中一个让球开心的！！吼吼

好了~~打球去~~~~

哇！！……我也要surprise嘛！…………

扫把扫把……
刚刚帮赵寅给猪surprise……这家伙昨天晚上就打电话来勾结我了。结果在我们的里应外合之下这帅哥成功地在我和猪走出校门的时候潇洒地出现在猪的面前……=.=……然后我就知趣地自动消失了>.<
猪的眼睛都吓大了，脸红的要死，头也不回地就冲过去了……

不行，我要发泄一下别拦着我

呜啊呜啊~~猪好幸福哦~~TOT……羡慕ing……

花痴完毕……^ ^

我记得我曾经跟扬讲过我有一个愿望就是在我绝对没想到他会出现的时候他出现在我面前。恩……不知道他还记得吗。应该是忘掉了。
刚才甚至花痴到想象扬哪天book out不告诉我然后在我郁闷的从学校回到宿舍的时候灿烂的出现在我面前…………砰！！（撞到电线杆而回到现实中）贪心的女人啊。还是少奢求点吧……
有时候会想作为他的第一个女朋友我在他生命中扮演的角色是否就是传授他取悦女朋友经验让他来用在别人身上的人呢。呵呵。这个应该要到我生命快到尽头的时候才回知道答案吧。只是不知道到时我还记得‘他’是谁吗。

Because i dun want to talk abt this again...

(2005-07-18 18:19:10) 茕茕隐身中
我不理他！
(2005-07-18 18:19:21) 茕茕隐身中
迟到快半个小时
(2005-07-18 18:19:38) Ω蓝色冰点な
喔，你电话打得真短
(2005-07-18 18:19:58) 茕茕隐身中
25分钟
(2005-07-18 18:20:02) 茕茕隐身中
不短了
(2005-07-18 18:20:16) Ω蓝色冰点な
他昨天不是book in 嘛？怎么可以迟到的？
(2005-07-18 18:20:35) 茕茕隐身中
结果他就照例到一旁去哼哼了
(2005-07-18 18:20:41) 茕茕隐身中
切
(2005-07-18 18:21:09) Ω蓝色冰点な
去哼哼？
(2005-07-18 18:21:12) 茕茕隐身中
他只有跟我见面的时候回迟到
(2005-07-18 18:21:29) 茕茕隐身中
什么上学啊训练啊book in啊从来不迟到
(2005-07-18 18:21:53) Ω蓝色冰点な
他昨天不是book in 嘛？怎么可以迟到的？
(2005-07-18 18:22:23) 茕茕隐身中
就是到一旁去发出哼哼的声音嘟囔什么蛋蛋不理我了之类
(2005-07-18 18:23:06) 茕茕隐身中
他只有跟我见面的时候会迟到，什么上学啊训练啊book in啊从来不迟到的
(2005-07-18 18:23:44) 茕茕隐身中
跟我见面是bk in之前3个小时
(2005-07-18 18:23:56) 茕茕隐身中
就是保证不会迟到那种
(2005-07-18 18:24:22) Ω蓝色冰点な
那你有没有问过他这什么每次都迟到呢
(2005-07-18 18:24:26) Ω蓝色冰点な
为*
(2005-07-18 18:24:33) 茕茕隐身中
有啊
(2005-07-18 18:24:46) 茕茕隐身中
他说我也不想的啊
(2005-07-18 18:25:05) Ω蓝色冰点な
那还是谁逼他的？
(2005-07-18 18:25:11) 茕茕隐身中
只是每次都来不及
(2005-07-18 18:25:27) Ω蓝色冰点な
为什么来不及呢
(2005-07-18 18:26:03) 茕茕隐身中
我就说如果我是你的camp那怎么办呢
茕茕隐身中 18:26:21
他说那就死翘翘了
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:27:00
他还是和你嬉皮笑脸的
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:27:05
你太惯他了
茕茕隐身中 18:27:30
我就说你是不是知道即使你迟到我也不能做什么所以放松呢
茕茕隐身中 18:27:41
倒不是嬉皮笑脸
茕茕隐身中 18:28:15
他说不是的
茕茕隐身中 18:28:32
我说那为什么呢
茕茕隐身中 18:28:55
他说就是每次到最后都来不及
茕茕隐身中 18:29:21
我很伤心
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:29:21
他忙什么啊
茕茕隐身中 18:29:38
收拾东西啊
茕茕隐身中 18:29:53
吃饭洗澡收拾东西
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:30:20
其实，你不应该说不理他
茕茕隐身中 18:30:19
感觉没有把我当回事
茕茕隐身中 18:30:27
那应该说什么啊
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:30:41
如果是我就是这样
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:30:49
应该告诉他，几分钟后，你走人
茕茕隐身中 18:31:10
可是我想见他啊
茕茕隐身中 18:31:15
…………
茕茕隐身中 18:32:42
还是王晴说的对
茕茕隐身中 18:33:18
情侣之间爱的少的那个占上风
茕茕隐身中 18:33:57
谁能承受的了另外一个人的不在谁就是大爷
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:35:04
那是一定的
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:35:12
你有出息一点好不好
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:35:34
你要想想你现在不整顿一下，你要suffer多久
茕茕隐身中 18:35:45
怎么整顿啊
茕茕隐身中 18:36:01
根本不知道从何整起
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:36:22
你走掉一次，他应该不会再迟了
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:36:30
如果还是这样的话，我就对他无语了
茕茕隐身中 18:36:33
稍加颜色他就去哼哼了
茕茕隐身中 18:36:42
你知道么
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:36:49
让他哼好了
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:36:58
为什么一定要你郁闷
茕茕隐身中 18:36:56
昨天我跟他讲了这些话
茕茕隐身中 18:37:20
然后我说下次不要再迟到
茕茕隐身中 18:37:27
他说哦
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:37:49
男人的承诺永远不要相信
茕茕隐身中 18:37:55
过了一会我说其实我知道你一定还会迟到的
茕茕隐身中 18:38:24
然后我就结束了这个话题
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:39:02
蛋，说真的，你甩一次。
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:39:07
看他会不会再这样了
茕茕隐身中 18:39:16
哈哈
茕茕隐身中 18:39:31
好的，下次试一试
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:39:52
为什么他哼哼了你就要安慰，你郁闷了他还是继续那样
茕茕隐身中 18:40:04
其实我本来不想这么轻易就结束对他的训斥的
茕茕隐身中 18:41:05
可是我不想显得像一个唠叨的老女人
茕茕隐身中 18:41:23
一个错误翻来覆去的讲
茕茕隐身中 18:41:43
我自己也不喜欢这种人
茕茕隐身中 18:42:00
可是我又憋的不行
茕茕隐身中 18:42:07
于是就很郁闷


*************
仅以此作为一个记忆
而已哦！

okay. lets continue...

dun feel like draging for too long. so i'l quickly finish it up.
so she started da3 ban4 me.all the accessories put up until she felt ok. i was a bit 哭笑不得 tt i spent so much effort to dress up bt she said guys will care abt n will like galfrend to dress up juz for them...
算了还是写中文比较霜。
其实我也知道莹莹的意思。不善于打扮的我也越来越想着打扮了，是因为他吧。说真的，我确实很希望扬能注意到我为他的打扮，说上一句‘很漂亮’之类的……
然后我就去接扬了。出去之后才发觉那件新的衣服带给我多少麻烦……不是我说，它真的不是一般的容易让我走光……我自己一低头都能看到 =.= ……走路或站着的时候可以抬头挺胸还好，一坐下来就全完了……后来我和扬一起回来的时候他也发现了尽管我已经很努力掩饰了>.<，我都没敢看他。估计他也挺不好意思的。可是当他伸手帮我把那里重新遮好的时候，我更不好意思，只能把头塞进他的背和椅背之间装尸体………………
我已经完全不奢求他会称赞我漂亮了……TOT
到了宿舍之后我除了把蛋糕和其他吃的以及电脑拿下去以外还坚决的把衣服换掉了……变回了t恤牛仔……在莹莹哀怨的目光中……

换了衣服之后果然轻松多了。可以放心大胆的到处乱跳。我们去了东海岸，可是没有地方坐 -_-b。后来我们可怜兮兮的坐在一块建筑工地前面的地上，假装看不到四处横行的蚂蚁，告诉自己我们面朝大海春暖花开^ ^ 后来蜡烛又点不着！风太大了。最后只好放弃了>.<……后来又发现忘记带餐巾纸了，两个人最后满手又粘又甜的面面相觑……

后来去有桌子的地方看我的电脑里的东西。没什么时间了，连半个电影都没有看完。感觉扬好象不怎么有兴趣。随便了。

回来的路上突然想起来我的使命还没有完成。于是扯着扬的胳膊一边走一边等待时机，但是一直不敢>.<。在走过一片树阴的时候有点小风吹过来，扬很享受的说好舒服哦，于是我就下定决心亲上去了…………

哇两行就写完啦。真没意思。

也没怎么样拉。碰了一下就分开了。我们两个好象都脸红了。然后就听到扬一直在偷笑，呵呵呵的。莹莹和小催得知扬是如此的反应之后都呆掉了，然后狂叫好纯洁的孩子啊~~~~ 我这才知道原来世界上色狼比劲扬多

反正，生日就这么过了。恩。

尽管有点不好意思……还是想说，亲吻扬的感觉真的蛮幸福的……@^^@

here again...

feel tt i hvnt on my laptop 4 quite long le...use comp in schl only...anw. who ask hostel lan to b like tt de.
where was i... o yah...actually nth much mre...on tt day when i was about to walk out of my rm to fetch yang yingying stopped me. then she started da3 ban4 me for the nxt half an hr.........
shit times up again. life sux.

pics of my cake n my yang... ^ ^

haha...this is the cake ^ ^
its nt as nice as i expected...但是也足以让球们大叫世界不公了...haha
and sushi i bought, n jelly strawberry...

okay here i am again~~ woohoo

hmm...where was i? oyah...bthdae cake...i shall put a picture of tt here sometime when the hostel LAN get rid of its constipation prob...
wanted to put alot of thgs on it but i seemed to overestimate its cross-sectional area...haha...n i dint kno why it gt slope =( i put strawberries on it then 1 hr ltr they all slided down...my cake hui3 rong2 le...) i am still quite proud of myself for the idea tt putting pudding on the cake instead of cream or anythg else. rich n tasty (oh no i feel myself really like a housewife le... start sharing experience on cooking alr!! =.=).
when i finish making the cake it was midnight alr i guess...n i went make a small card, u kno tt kind of "happy bthdae" ppl wld put on the cake. we will see it in the pics i'm gg 2 upload... its really cute. B U T... i made the most stupid mistake...i wrote yang's name WRONGLY...oh no...its 扬 bt i put 杨...argh...n i only realised it when yang pointed tt out to me....TOT wah...
here's some reminders for myself...1st..never put anythg on top of the pudding if i'm gg to leave it overnight...they will diffuse into each other n make the cake lks damn unfresh...n 2nd...always control the amount of water added to the jelly to minimum so tt it won't turn into liquid half an hr aft i take it out of the fridge!! =.=

when i 1st tot of my beautiful plan abt all the ecp thgy i really nv expect tt it can become ture...fr my past experience yang wld hv no time for those stuff n its highly probable tt we end up hving the cake standing at side of some street n go NTUC n back to our respective home. so when i asked him n he say 好啊 i was surprised... n v happy of course... hohoho... low expectation is a gd thg...he suggested tt i bring my laptop n watch e movies inside sme mre...n even suggested to go watch initial D...so nan2 de2...
hoho...time's up again...i luv schl days =.=

原来生日也不是那么容易过好的…… >.<

decided to celebrate yang's bthdae last saturday...coz he's in his stupid camp on his actual bdae which is e cming tuesday +_+... haiz... its a 大日子 leh. i started preparing for it quite long ago le, althou mostly in mind only, nv put into practice =P. i wanted to rush finish the big present (which i wanted to give him on Valentine's dae -_-!!! 狂汗……) bt once mre, i couldnt...ha ha ha...-_-b... so i decided to go ps n buy material 2 make a bthday cake for yang on friday aft my schl end^ ^. BT! when i reached schl in e morng i realised tt i nv bring my wallet... so i hd to rush back aft phy s paper n went out again...
spent quite sme time to find the location of ps... 实在辜负呆呆和姥姥的教诲... i took the wrong way again...haiz...路盲本性...then i bought really alot of thgs. bt e eggs n cake mix flour were ex at ps... so i made my way to bedok n bought those v NECCESARY thgs at NTUC...
i spent a lot of brain cells tried to think hw i can make his bdae memorable n full of fun. dun want to go NTUC n buy thgs then take mrt back to hm then tts all again!! in my beautiful plan i'm gg to take him directly back to my hostel, then take the cake n wateva food i make him to ecp...then hd our lunch there n eat the bthdae cake...take sme pics...n...erm ok...to 兑现 wat i promised last yr...*^^*...
aft i back to hostel i wanted to do a bit of homewk then go make cake de. coz i tot yang's bking out at smetime ard 1pm, so gt plenty of time. bt yang called me n said he's cming out at ard 8 or 9am...erm...haha...i was happy...bt hah! hv to start making cake le...okay...time's up...gg lecture...i luv school days +_+

sweet ^ ^

hehehe...this is the cake he bougnt me...
so sweet...both the cake n yang ^ ^








I want to make my mood better. So lets toke about our anniversary ^ ^
25th june was a Saturday….so he can book out. Rmb last time wat I wrote on the blog? I was wondering whether I’m feeling mre and mre leng3 dan4 2wards yang. Then on that day when he appears in front of me IN HIS CASUAL CLOTHES n ask for my hand, I was like super happy alr….hahaha…ran over n grab his hand….wah e feeling came back…I can stick to him n hold his arms n put my chin on his shoulder…heehee…so close…I love the feeling of him so much…*^^*
We went for lunch at KFC…hehe…so nice can touch him…even e chicken tasted better…we shared e fries and e salad, felt so sweet…
Aft lunch we went popular cos I wanted to buy a bio MCQ TYS. I chose one but later find it quite useless…qns inside r those I can do bt those I can’t do r nt inside…
Then went ntuc buy e usual stuff. I wish I didn’t buy apple n milk…
Then we went army market at larvender. He bought a lot of things. That doesn’t matter, the thg is tt he nv expect the thgs cost so much, so he nv bring so much money..then he borrowed fr me, bt altogether stil short of $4.5…oops…both wallets empty alr…
So we ran to MRT to lk for ATM then withdraw money, then he ran back 2 make the payment. Aft tt to my surprise he dragged me towards e direction opposite the bustop…there we reached a cake shop…he bought 2 heart shaped cakes for me ^ ^ today juz finished e second one…as sweet as him…
Here e funny thg starts.
We then went the bustop to wait for bus12. That was 6+pm only. When we were reaching there was a 12 reaching the bustop, we tried to catch it bt we failed…then we saw tt a lot of ppl on tt bus, packed like satin…lucky nv board…We toked while waiting, but the strange thg is bus 12 took long to come. We wait until 7pm, yang said he chuang3 huo4 le. Back hm too late. He then called home, his mom told him today gt NDP rehearsal, sme lines r cut…mayb 12 is one of them, juz nw the one was e last 12 of the day maybe…we wait until 730pm. Bcos we were carrying a lot of heavy thgs, yang chose nt to wait bt go mrt, take mrt to bedok and then take 196.
Here we went mrt. Aft we tap the ezlink card n go into the station, the PA system sounded…dear passengers…due to sme technical prob…the train will be delayed for 15mins…
Ok…15 mins still can wait. Bt aft they counted down for 10mins, 5 mins, the announcement goes back to 15 mins…another 15 mins…
We decided to go the other direction, to raffles place then take 196 there. We reached raffles place bt dunno where thw bustop is…aft reading the map…yang said lets try exit A 1st…
We exited thru A n yang managed to find the way to the bustop! We happily walked 2wards there…bt we saw sme army ppl there, telling us that the bustop is closed……..
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr……………
The we walk for one mre stop towards the direction the army pple told us. From far away we saw there was 1 3-digit number on the bustop…we prayed hard tt it was 196 while we were getting nearer n nearer…bt…it was 131……..
No choice…n we tried nt to take taxi coz no $$ -_-!!...poor pple like us…so we kp walking… its quite strange tt we kp seeing 196 pass us by, but when we reached another bustop there’s stil no 196. where did they cme from!! This stop gt a lot of buses. I noticed one 197, then quite happy cos 197 can reach my hostel then yang can take 196 fr there. Bt aft checking yang said it is e other direction…ermz… at this time yang suggested tt mayb they change the route of 196 temporarily bcoz of the NDP rehearsal. Mayb it stops here! A little bit of hope…n it really cmes! We were v v happy n waved like crazy…bt e driver juz drove past the stop while lking at us as if he was lking at 2 idiots…
Tts it. We made our final decision aft 20 mins. We took taxi. N e 1st taxi we waved at even ignored us…wth…lucky we managed to stop the 2nd 1…
By the time it dropped us in front of my hostel, it was 9:40pm alr…we took 3 hrs to cme back… ha, ha, ha….

Bt actually hor, I felt quite happy leh…thou yang said “stupid thgs ruin our special day”… e day b4 in the phone I asked yang to accompany me home tml as the anniversary pres since he 4get to bring the actual pres for me.. he said ok de…when we were at the bustop at larvender waiting for no.12, he told me he cant do so bcos too late le…was a bit sad. Bt all e stupid thgs helped him send me hm… n we stayed out late for a quite valid reason, he won’t get scolded and we were 2gether until 9:40pm…hehe. So happy. E only bad thg is tt e thgs we carried were too heavy. N worse still we had to carry our thgs on one hand only cos we wanted to hold hand. So v tired. Bt I dun mind ^ ^ bt I kno yang v v tired…he has been tired for the whole wk. at 1st I was worried abt my revision…cos exam wld start in two days…even took out notes to read at larvender mrt station. Bt later I nv care le. I believe I’ve studied enuf alr. Time 2 relax =) We were holding hands for the whole aftnn n night leh…so nice…^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ o o o o o luv dardar soooooooo much……….
Haha write blog until todae le…actually I started writing this ytdae. Todae I did thorough clean-up of my rm n toilet…so clean nw…everythg so neat… hohoho…劳动最光荣……really gd exercise… hehe