心情恶劣到一种地步
antisocial到一种地步

看谁都觉得面目可憎
都不想理
都想翻白眼
都想顶回去

wats in my mind

事情 ICN IVP Lab report 哲 电话 skype 睡觉 没时间 效率 dance choreo 人际 email 爱情 有病 分手 laptop UROPS 不清醒 智商低 演戏 没用 练习 不想睡 不能睡 吵 闭嘴 滚 MSN 朋友 没意义 在干嘛 放弃 对着干 懊恼 硬撑 选择 抱怨 去死 安静 一个人 dun care

i realise i actually hate women who talk too much, with a pitch way too high, and for too long, especially when th number of women talking together is too many.

！！！！吵死拉！！！！！

Lassen Sie mich in Ruhe!!!!!!!

moan

i feel wrong.

ever since the semester started.



i was quite low before the holiday started, over zhe's departure to france and the tons of things-to-do during the holidays. but towards the end of the holiday i was happy again, cos i found it interesting and fulfilling. though busy.

and then the 'business' never seemed to stop when the semester starts.


it just feel very wrong. i'm tired almost all the time. many times cannot concentrate on studying. even if i can concentrate, when sitting for CA my brain become unclear and blank again.

i do every thing very slowly without me feeling that. time just seems to fly with the speed of light. and everything seems so un-fruitful.

the many CCAs i'm involved in, i also do them very slowly without me noticing that.

i just dun want to use my brain.

and i'm really tired everyday.



i wonder how i achieve my last sem. it felt strongly that last sem almost everything feels right and i was happy.


perhaps the only a-bit-happy thing is that i finally summon up the courage to choreo a dance. even though now it becomes a burden to me. well not quite.

i really love to dance.

*sign off and go for QM3 lecture*