moan

i feel wrong.

ever since the semester started.



i was quite low before the holiday started, over zhe's departure to france and the tons of things-to-do during the holidays. but towards the end of the holiday i was happy again, cos i found it interesting and fulfilling. though busy.

and then the 'business' never seemed to stop when the semester starts.


it just feel very wrong. i'm tired almost all the time. many times cannot concentrate on studying. even if i can concentrate, when sitting for CA my brain become unclear and blank again.

i do every thing very slowly without me feeling that. time just seems to fly with the speed of light. and everything seems so un-fruitful.

the many CCAs i'm involved in, i also do them very slowly without me noticing that.

i just dun want to use my brain.

and i'm really tired everyday.



i wonder how i achieve my last sem. it felt strongly that last sem almost everything feels right and i was happy.


perhaps the only a-bit-happy thing is that i finally summon up the courage to choreo a dance. even though now it becomes a burden to me. well not quite.

i really love to dance.

*sign off and go for QM3 lecture*