he looks funny in his uniform...n with the nerdy spec.
here he gone. again. i dun mind waiting actlly... i juz nt sure whether our bond will gt weaker n weaker... until i find there's no pt for me to wait anymore.
yah. time for lect. start counting the daes when i can see him again... wat a beautiful life.
Monday, January 24, 2005
Friday, January 21, 2005
Monday, January 17, 2005
haiz...
actually...todae was not a bad mood sae...juz tt a lot of bad news... particularly squez within tonight. first yang cough until gt blood... dunno hw to say... i v v v v xin teng... haiz...i dun believe in anibody else in taking care of him...i want to take care of him by myself... i love him... v v v much. really.
then the wushu thgy... 3rd-handed info.stupid la... cant sleep liao...
reminder only.
sat ball fixed my comp... treat her n wangpeng in pizzahut with "free" icedreams.
sunday mug for the whole dae. plan to do much, in the end finish gp only.
monday gt orientation2. started late, only 8juniors come.anw....
i miss him. alot alot. kuai4 hui2 lai2.
then the wushu thgy... 3rd-handed info.stupid la... cant sleep liao...
reminder only.
sat ball fixed my comp... treat her n wangpeng in pizzahut with "free" icedreams.
sunday mug for the whole dae. plan to do much, in the end finish gp only.
monday gt orientation2. started late, only 8juniors come.anw....
i miss him. alot alot. kuai4 hui2 lai2.
Saturday, January 15, 2005
to be continued...
yah let me finish... being yr2 is gd... lots of juniors approach me for advice or smethg... make me feel like a sister. haha.
anw. using coconut's pc nw... mine spoilt. audio setup disapear also. haiz... cant listen to music, cant access internet, what my laptop is for then?
attend 3 s paper lectures... chem...erm... blame on tt stupid elvin... kp on toking nonsence to me... cant follow the lecture as a result. other two were ok...
ytdae wrote an essay. yah. stil dun like writing it.
wed's orientation was ok... the yr1s didnt gt v bored... mayb a bit bt nt very. tink we migrate to much le.. fr back of hall to t11 to basketball court to back of the hall to netball court. concentration was fun... yah... i knew i will zhong4 n hv tt stupid toothpaste on my nose... thx wushu yr2 guys... for ur enthusiasm n effort to make the orientation fun... hpe the yr1s will come again on monday. y escape? join us la~ u'll hv fun time fun seniors n cool actions! hoho
day b4 ydae yang msg me using another hp... saying he cant call me or msg me tonite le...cos... he was sick...TOT... gt fever.haiz... i dunno hw to write... took quite a long time to decide to reply a msg on tt hp, asking tt person if he can help me pass msg to yang... then msg yang's hp ask him to call me when he see this msg... then i went coconut's rm to do he 3D trigo test. when i back to my rm... yingying told me he called me....>.< TOT.............
last nite v nan2 shou4 when heard his voice... almost lost his voice alr, he cant tok continuously for 5 seconds cos his voice always fading away...haiz... in bad mood sme mre, but hpe he's better aft the call... want to take care of him... stupid yang... nv take gd care of urself...
anw. using coconut's pc nw... mine spoilt. audio setup disapear also. haiz... cant listen to music, cant access internet, what my laptop is for then?
attend 3 s paper lectures... chem...erm... blame on tt stupid elvin... kp on toking nonsence to me... cant follow the lecture as a result. other two were ok...
ytdae wrote an essay. yah. stil dun like writing it.
wed's orientation was ok... the yr1s didnt gt v bored... mayb a bit bt nt very. tink we migrate to much le.. fr back of hall to t11 to basketball court to back of the hall to netball court. concentration was fun... yah... i knew i will zhong4 n hv tt stupid toothpaste on my nose... thx wushu yr2 guys... for ur enthusiasm n effort to make the orientation fun... hpe the yr1s will come again on monday. y escape? join us la~ u'll hv fun time fun seniors n cool actions! hoho
day b4 ydae yang msg me using another hp... saying he cant call me or msg me tonite le...cos... he was sick...TOT... gt fever.haiz... i dunno hw to write... took quite a long time to decide to reply a msg on tt hp, asking tt person if he can help me pass msg to yang... then msg yang's hp ask him to call me when he see this msg... then i went coconut's rm to do he 3D trigo test. when i back to my rm... yingying told me he called me....>.< TOT.............
last nite v nan2 shou4 when heard his voice... almost lost his voice alr, he cant tok continuously for 5 seconds cos his voice always fading away...haiz... in bad mood sme mre, but hpe he's better aft the call... want to take care of him... stupid yang... nv take gd care of urself...
Thursday, January 13, 2005
being a yr2
aft my 1st day being a yr2, i said to my fren tt being a yr2 is really shuang3. we r the biggest in schl n in the hostel! except the sm3 of course la...then we hv juniors all over the world... who always shout out loudly "叶丹姐“... making me feel so old.. i'm beginning to see wrinkles on my face... for ur information... weishan typed the above sentence...yah i gtg... amend nxt time.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
laptop down...
haiz...seems to b quite dao3 mei2 these daes. hvnt gt over yang's leaving... then here comes 'bye bye' from my laptop...
actually its the internet who says bye bye to me. my laptop can do everythg except for accessing internet. i kno all my fault la... stop the installation half way. haiz... 我的电脑生气了……后果很严重……althou its cant go online only... i wonder why i feel so so so uncomfortable...
from now on i try to write smethg more meaningful here...cannot kp on toking nonsense.
these days i am quite down... went orchard do cip on sat aftnn. tt made the time on sat past abit faster. then the whole sunday i stayed in my rm n mug... was quite surprised i finished b4 11pm. cos i kp on stoning... stared at my hp or into space. n assembled the bkshelf finally... cant do it at first, until i realised i used the wrong tool...then finish assembling very fast...bt until nw i still nv put anithg into it. it just stands there...
on sunday i finally decided to wet the pig weishan gave to me. see wat it wil b like when the grass on its back all grow out. after awhile i pinned a piece of paper on it... with 'yang' on e paper... stupid hor... really hpe everythg can turn into him...
on monday i tried to cheer myself up n went to school as merrily as possible. study hard hard... bt stil couldn't help falling aslp during bio lecture. pls la i tried v hard alr... aftnns r always v slpy...
then gt training... sorry saiho bt i really cant make myself smarter... making u waste alot of time teaching me tt qiang...thx alot. really worry abt the orientation on wed... scared they gt bored. bt i'll try my best to warm the environment...
by the time i back v late liaoz...n tired... didnt do any hw then went slp. at ard 11:30pm. hoho
nw i in schl com lab. v cold... teeth chittering... schl end liao. ltr gt dance. hpe i can kp this efficiency ba... todae muz finish phy s paper n lk thru all the notes... 加油！！
btw... smetimes i feel quite yin1 huo4 de2 fu2... he nv call me everiday b4. ok lah sp far 2 days only... on sat when he juz gt there he called me at 10:43pm... heard he there v noisy n luan4... all the sounds...slamming doors...ppl talking n all tt. said lights off at 10:45...yah...then the 2nd day i waited for the whole day...became v anxious when near 10:30pm...bt no1 calls. at last hp rang at 00:01... when i as brushing teeth. i juz throw away the toothbrush jumped out of the toilet... he juz back.so xin teng... sounded v tired... then on monday again called quite late. i said i slpt at 11:30pm...until then stil no call. i tried to kp myself awake n wait for the call...bt sil fell aslp n was waken up by the call. stil sound tired... haiz... wat can i do... muz take care k? faster cme back...miss u lots
i end up toking whole chunk of nonsense again. hpeless.
actually its the internet who says bye bye to me. my laptop can do everythg except for accessing internet. i kno all my fault la... stop the installation half way. haiz... 我的电脑生气了……后果很严重……althou its cant go online only... i wonder why i feel so so so uncomfortable...
from now on i try to write smethg more meaningful here...cannot kp on toking nonsense.
these days i am quite down... went orchard do cip on sat aftnn. tt made the time on sat past abit faster. then the whole sunday i stayed in my rm n mug... was quite surprised i finished b4 11pm. cos i kp on stoning... stared at my hp or into space. n assembled the bkshelf finally... cant do it at first, until i realised i used the wrong tool...then finish assembling very fast...bt until nw i still nv put anithg into it. it just stands there...
on sunday i finally decided to wet the pig weishan gave to me. see wat it wil b like when the grass on its back all grow out. after awhile i pinned a piece of paper on it... with 'yang' on e paper... stupid hor... really hpe everythg can turn into him...
on monday i tried to cheer myself up n went to school as merrily as possible. study hard hard... bt stil couldn't help falling aslp during bio lecture. pls la i tried v hard alr... aftnns r always v slpy...
then gt training... sorry saiho bt i really cant make myself smarter... making u waste alot of time teaching me tt qiang...thx alot. really worry abt the orientation on wed... scared they gt bored. bt i'll try my best to warm the environment...
by the time i back v late liaoz...n tired... didnt do any hw then went slp. at ard 11:30pm. hoho
nw i in schl com lab. v cold... teeth chittering... schl end liao. ltr gt dance. hpe i can kp this efficiency ba... todae muz finish phy s paper n lk thru all the notes... 加油！！
btw... smetimes i feel quite yin1 huo4 de2 fu2... he nv call me everiday b4. ok lah sp far 2 days only... on sat when he juz gt there he called me at 10:43pm... heard he there v noisy n luan4... all the sounds...slamming doors...ppl talking n all tt. said lights off at 10:45...yah...then the 2nd day i waited for the whole day...became v anxious when near 10:30pm...bt no1 calls. at last hp rang at 00:01... when i as brushing teeth. i juz throw away the toothbrush jumped out of the toilet... he juz back.so xin teng... sounded v tired... then on monday again called quite late. i said i slpt at 11:30pm...until then stil no call. i tried to kp myself awake n wait for the call...bt sil fell aslp n was waken up by the call. stil sound tired... haiz... wat can i do... muz take care k? faster cme back...miss u lots
i end up toking whole chunk of nonsense again. hpeless.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
去当兵咯
昨天他走了，跑到那个破岛上过幸福生活。球说big deal?，我也是觉得。日子还不就这么过呗。但是还是不行，还是不高兴，还是难过，还是舍不得，还是想。要是我能跟他一起去多好。
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原来不是说4月进兵的嘛，后来不知道怎么搞waiting list有空了，于是他就进去了。我对这个一向胡里糊涂，搞不清早进有什么好处晚进有什么坏处，反正扬想早进那就算是早进好吧。不过从我单纯的自私的个人的角度来讲，我是有点想让他陪我过这3个月……因为肯定是最忙的。想有个人在旁边。不过现在只能换个角度想……晚上读书没人打扰了！hohoho
现在感觉已经有点淡了。大前天他刚告诉我的时候哇不要太难过。想想，后天就要进去了才告诉我，而且还不是直接的。他是这么说的啊。“我星期六不能和你出去了。”我说哦，为什么啊。我还想是什么原因可能临时有什么事或者家长不许什么的看我多单纯啊。结果他吧唧就来了一句我星期六进兵。我星期六进兵。靠。我都蒙了，躺那儿不知道应该有什么反应。后来我想笑两声可能好点，我就笑了两声，笑完了自己都觉得痛苦。从此之后就郁闷终身了。
所以前天去见他。为了这个差点跟elvin打起来。这个白痴早点时候不做，还放我鸽子，啊，非要最后一秒在那里赶赶赶，临时跟我说拜五下午meet。我靠。先是说中午meet，我说我要早走，说行啊那3点完吧，结果一看课表他2点多才放学，结果说晚上meet吧我靠！！！问扬说见多长时间啊，他说越长越好，废话，哪次不是你赶着7点之前回去。等等。用这种语气好象不太对……我当时是又急又有点生气还有点小伤心。其实，我真的很想能跟他在一起的时间长一点。他说这次不会的。我就在那儿跟elvin争取啊，结果他叫我等他跟玮珊协商。我充满希望的等了半天，最后告诉我5点半。我真是彻底无语了。于是又争啊……最后感觉我都没脸了。里外不是人。最后讨价还价到6点。 后来结果挺好笑的，我4点就回来了，还躺床上睡了一个多钟头，真他妈傻子。
不过那天和他出去，真的挺开心的。最后还帮我抗了一个12公斤重的书橱回来，真是辛苦了。
走了也好。我要奋斗了。
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原来不是说4月进兵的嘛，后来不知道怎么搞waiting list有空了，于是他就进去了。我对这个一向胡里糊涂，搞不清早进有什么好处晚进有什么坏处，反正扬想早进那就算是早进好吧。不过从我单纯的自私的个人的角度来讲，我是有点想让他陪我过这3个月……因为肯定是最忙的。想有个人在旁边。不过现在只能换个角度想……晚上读书没人打扰了！hohoho
现在感觉已经有点淡了。大前天他刚告诉我的时候哇不要太难过。想想，后天就要进去了才告诉我，而且还不是直接的。他是这么说的啊。“我星期六不能和你出去了。”我说哦，为什么啊。我还想是什么原因可能临时有什么事或者家长不许什么的看我多单纯啊。结果他吧唧就来了一句我星期六进兵。我星期六进兵。靠。我都蒙了，躺那儿不知道应该有什么反应。后来我想笑两声可能好点，我就笑了两声，笑完了自己都觉得痛苦。从此之后就郁闷终身了。
所以前天去见他。为了这个差点跟elvin打起来。这个白痴早点时候不做，还放我鸽子，啊，非要最后一秒在那里赶赶赶，临时跟我说拜五下午meet。我靠。先是说中午meet，我说我要早走，说行啊那3点完吧，结果一看课表他2点多才放学，结果说晚上meet吧我靠！！！问扬说见多长时间啊，他说越长越好，废话，哪次不是你赶着7点之前回去。等等。用这种语气好象不太对……我当时是又急又有点生气还有点小伤心。其实，我真的很想能跟他在一起的时间长一点。他说这次不会的。我就在那儿跟elvin争取啊，结果他叫我等他跟玮珊协商。我充满希望的等了半天，最后告诉我5点半。我真是彻底无语了。于是又争啊……最后感觉我都没脸了。里外不是人。最后讨价还价到6点。 后来结果挺好笑的，我4点就回来了，还躺床上睡了一个多钟头，真他妈傻子。
不过那天和他出去，真的挺开心的。最后还帮我抗了一个12公斤重的书橱回来，真是辛苦了。
走了也好。我要奋斗了。
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