then in the end all my titles still lk similar lah... all 'long time no see'or 'so long never write liaox'...
i found tt i can on sit down n really type smethg when i use the schl comps... mayb its bcos when using my comp i dun hv tt kind of urgent feeling...coa i always open e window n juz let it b there n for get about it..yah...
from tues n ytdae was busy involved in SSEF...waste 3 daes of my qing1 chun1 in science center, basically doing nth...was so prepared, all the posters speeches reports powerpoints all tt...was like another round of pw...n gt v irritated doing those thgs...in e end its damn informal la...walau my whole week gone like tt...n in e end win nth la...tho i kind of expected it bt stil abit disappointed...coz really quite alot of effort was put in...
tot can get yang to cme down to e science center n lk 4 me, bt he is sick...was nt v happy...haiz i really v selfish leh...but...really hpe he can b with me for abit longer...faster recover, really nan2 shou4 when hear u cough like mad....
actlly ytdae argued abit...haiz my fault la...shld let hm rest well..
gp nw. byez. to myself.
Friday, March 11, 2005
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
又过了很长时间了……
In case u r wondering wat has happened…yah I actually gt v irritated when I wrote e last blog…cos I wrote a lot then when I post all disappear alr…was kind of fed up, so yah…sorry…
Actually I’m wondering hw many ppl, except for ball n me myself, actlly visit here n read my crazy stuff…kind of 自言自语… yah nvm…juz to record down wat happens everyday…
So here I gonna repeat wat I’ve typed last time…sorri no lively description this time liao cos I fed up alr…so juz outline wat has happened…
After e cny eve…its e 1st dae of new yr…for e 1st dae n 2nd dae I stayed in my rm…n on the 1st dae I decided to make smethg for yang for vdae…yah…
Then e 3rd dae…which was 11th feb, a fridae…got xcountry in e morning, then gt dance…was damn tired…then aft dance go marine parade to meet yang, then back to hostel to bathe n change clothes then go jingkai’s hse for HIS class gathering… felt damn extra la…actually we gt argue abit over this on Wednesday, when he asked me whether I can go with him…no choice…tts e only way I can stay with him for a little bit longer….then we went back together…by taxi…v nan2 de2 we can actually kp holding our hands…4get it I want to cry alr…yah then he hugged me n kissed me on my cheeks n forehead…nth special…
The next dae I do my own thg n he do his own thg…then on Sunday he went back army n I saw him off…it was e dae b4 vdae, I wanted to finish the pres by tt dae de bt I couldn’t…I dun want to rush to make a lousy one…so I made a small card 4 him saying tt can claim the pres by this card…then tts e last dae we kp holding our hands coz aft tt dae he gt to kno tt we cant hold hands if he is in his uniform…okay I’m fine with tt…v funny when we was at bedok we met this gal who was trying to ask yang whether he wants to buy a rose for me…mayb bcoz she saw us holding hands…hahaz…yah of coz I pull him away… tt was nt a gd dae…couples all over e place n I felt irritatingly lonely when I went back ALONE…
Then e nxt dae, Monday, was vdae…choco n flowers n pres all over e place…I actlly gt sme…n gt give out sme…basically during e holiday I was busy making all sorts of pres…my angel/mortal gave me a toy dog…v nice…yah then aft training I went bedok to get my photos n borrow bks…really gt a lot of thgs to carry on tt day…in e end 大包小包 like tt…other than tt everythg went as usual…eat study training n slp…oyah saw Frankie on e bus to bedok…took sme time to recall his name…
Then e whole wk dance wushu dance wushu…tired…n gt a lot of trivial bt irritating thgs in wushu la…like e comp…so v tiring…
Yah on sat he came back…I was in bad mood…mayb bcoz I cannt even touch him…haiz everitime also like tt one…bt I managed to song4 him to his home…so quite happy…
E nxt dae he back alr…so hd to see him off again…
Then e whole week dance wushu dance wushu again…rmb tt period of time quite down bcoz of my GP…me really v lousy …
Then wushu v tiring lor…the registration of the comp, I hate playing strategy la…so irritating…wats e use of comp then if everyone go n play strategy…walau…
Yah then on sat yang back again on sun went back again…
Meanwhile gt a lot of spas…wondering wats the use of spa…everythg recite…n I gt a bad habit tt is always kp tinking abt it aft I’ve done it…so v bad la…
Then also the scholarship thgy hv to consider liao…so fan2…
Weather so hot…v slpy in e aftnn…then at nite so windy n cold…
Then on 28 feb o level result release liao…wushu gt into trouble again since some of e yr1s may hv trouble staying…happy for lin mei coz she gt 7 pts…bt kinyan gt 18 n tt brought me a lot of trouble n worries…pon e math lect on tues bcoz of his case coz tyh said he nt keen enuf to study n stay…want to change combi sme mre…aiya so luan4…then lk 4 this teacher tt teacher ask ky to come down blah blah… stressed up…me n saiho…
Then on fri a level result released…yang back on thur nite…cldnt go fetch him coz gt phy s paper confirmation test on fri…tt was a v nervous dae…bcoz of both phy s n mainly yang’s result…gt extremely nervous when he said cldnt find his name on e 4a3a list…in e end he gt aabb…dunno hw to say…quite gd bt nt tt gd…bt still quite gd la…then allen n kangjie also came up to e rm to tok…then me n yang went ply bball for awhile…then we back to rm,then felt like old daes…only two of us, sitting on the sofa…so everythg like old daes la…then he was a bit sick, lip hurts… so I kissed his lip…yah… so nan2 de2, v long nv b so close to him le…
Then sat nite he back again…in home clothes, I gt chance to see him off n hold his hand…then he gt really sick…bt stil went for the 24k march…then aft tt his illness worsen…
2dae is his recruit…nw he is back…v v v sick…gt fever, kp on coughing…nw he slp alr…
To me this week v fei4…Monday was full day off bcoz of a level result, thou I still gt bio spa…tue morning gt american math thgy then phy prac gt cancelled, in the end gt bio lecture only…then went to science center to set uo our booth…oyah 4gt to mention…somewhere last wk gt to knot t our srs project gt into ssef…so last wk n this wk was rushing e poster, ppt, speech n all these thgs…yah then todae was e judging dae…v stupid day…then tml wil b the exhibition…
Dun want to type liao. Sian.
Tok nxt time.
Smethg to add on..
I’m getting mre n mre antisocial…
Every sat has become my pres making dae…
Generally quite down n stress these 3 wks, so nv type blog…
Actually I’m wondering hw many ppl, except for ball n me myself, actlly visit here n read my crazy stuff…kind of 自言自语… yah nvm…juz to record down wat happens everyday…
So here I gonna repeat wat I’ve typed last time…sorri no lively description this time liao cos I fed up alr…so juz outline wat has happened…
After e cny eve…its e 1st dae of new yr…for e 1st dae n 2nd dae I stayed in my rm…n on the 1st dae I decided to make smethg for yang for vdae…yah…
Then e 3rd dae…which was 11th feb, a fridae…got xcountry in e morning, then gt dance…was damn tired…then aft dance go marine parade to meet yang, then back to hostel to bathe n change clothes then go jingkai’s hse for HIS class gathering… felt damn extra la…actually we gt argue abit over this on Wednesday, when he asked me whether I can go with him…no choice…tts e only way I can stay with him for a little bit longer….then we went back together…by taxi…v nan2 de2 we can actually kp holding our hands…4get it I want to cry alr…yah then he hugged me n kissed me on my cheeks n forehead…nth special…
The next dae I do my own thg n he do his own thg…then on Sunday he went back army n I saw him off…it was e dae b4 vdae, I wanted to finish the pres by tt dae de bt I couldn’t…I dun want to rush to make a lousy one…so I made a small card 4 him saying tt can claim the pres by this card…then tts e last dae we kp holding our hands coz aft tt dae he gt to kno tt we cant hold hands if he is in his uniform…okay I’m fine with tt…v funny when we was at bedok we met this gal who was trying to ask yang whether he wants to buy a rose for me…mayb bcoz she saw us holding hands…hahaz…yah of coz I pull him away… tt was nt a gd dae…couples all over e place n I felt irritatingly lonely when I went back ALONE…
Then e nxt dae, Monday, was vdae…choco n flowers n pres all over e place…I actlly gt sme…n gt give out sme…basically during e holiday I was busy making all sorts of pres…my angel/mortal gave me a toy dog…v nice…yah then aft training I went bedok to get my photos n borrow bks…really gt a lot of thgs to carry on tt day…in e end 大包小包 like tt…other than tt everythg went as usual…eat study training n slp…oyah saw Frankie on e bus to bedok…took sme time to recall his name…
Then e whole wk dance wushu dance wushu…tired…n gt a lot of trivial bt irritating thgs in wushu la…like e comp…so v tiring…
Yah on sat he came back…I was in bad mood…mayb bcoz I cannt even touch him…haiz everitime also like tt one…bt I managed to song4 him to his home…so quite happy…
E nxt dae he back alr…so hd to see him off again…
Then e whole week dance wushu dance wushu again…rmb tt period of time quite down bcoz of my GP…me really v lousy …
Then wushu v tiring lor…the registration of the comp, I hate playing strategy la…so irritating…wats e use of comp then if everyone go n play strategy…walau…
Yah then on sat yang back again on sun went back again…
Meanwhile gt a lot of spas…wondering wats the use of spa…everythg recite…n I gt a bad habit tt is always kp tinking abt it aft I’ve done it…so v bad la…
Then also the scholarship thgy hv to consider liao…so fan2…
Weather so hot…v slpy in e aftnn…then at nite so windy n cold…
Then on 28 feb o level result release liao…wushu gt into trouble again since some of e yr1s may hv trouble staying…happy for lin mei coz she gt 7 pts…bt kinyan gt 18 n tt brought me a lot of trouble n worries…pon e math lect on tues bcoz of his case coz tyh said he nt keen enuf to study n stay…want to change combi sme mre…aiya so luan4…then lk 4 this teacher tt teacher ask ky to come down blah blah… stressed up…me n saiho…
Then on fri a level result released…yang back on thur nite…cldnt go fetch him coz gt phy s paper confirmation test on fri…tt was a v nervous dae…bcoz of both phy s n mainly yang’s result…gt extremely nervous when he said cldnt find his name on e 4a3a list…in e end he gt aabb…dunno hw to say…quite gd bt nt tt gd…bt still quite gd la…then allen n kangjie also came up to e rm to tok…then me n yang went ply bball for awhile…then we back to rm,then felt like old daes…only two of us, sitting on the sofa…so everythg like old daes la…then he was a bit sick, lip hurts… so I kissed his lip…yah… so nan2 de2, v long nv b so close to him le…
Then sat nite he back again…in home clothes, I gt chance to see him off n hold his hand…then he gt really sick…bt stil went for the 24k march…then aft tt his illness worsen…
2dae is his recruit…nw he is back…v v v sick…gt fever, kp on coughing…nw he slp alr…
To me this week v fei4…Monday was full day off bcoz of a level result, thou I still gt bio spa…tue morning gt american math thgy then phy prac gt cancelled, in the end gt bio lecture only…then went to science center to set uo our booth…oyah 4gt to mention…somewhere last wk gt to knot t our srs project gt into ssef…so last wk n this wk was rushing e poster, ppt, speech n all these thgs…yah then todae was e judging dae…v stupid day…then tml wil b the exhibition…
Dun want to type liao. Sian.
Tok nxt time.
Smethg to add on..
I’m getting mre n mre antisocial…
Every sat has become my pres making dae…
Generally quite down n stress these 3 wks, so nv type blog…
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
很久没有写了...
since i'm in schl nw... dun want to type in chinese coz v ma fan. i type in eng.
todae's 22nd. 2 wks nv write anythg liao.
hmm... how to start?
oyah... 8th was cny eve...hahaz sound so jiu3 yuan3 alr... yah tt was cny eve. we gt performance...i fell down on e stage like an idiot. bt i heard alot of claps n cheers instead of xu1 sheng1... was quite touched...yah...
then toked to tyh abt e comp thg. he suggested tt this yr e overall champion may go by pts...which means we hv to participate in as many events as possible... ltr it is confirmed... so luan4...
yah then wushu lunch... lucky saiho n melvin can come...so 6 of us, travelled all e way to bugis...was quite fun n happy, took quite a few pics...then i rushed off...sorri...coz i hv to go fetch yang...
yang arrived ard 2 sth...met at pasir ris...then went bedok for lunch...(2nd time alr) in Mac...this time e bag is smaller n lighter...more reasonable...then we went buy thgs...cos i want to cook at night...yah... hw cme NTUC dun hv winter melon de... o yah then saw yingying n cuicui at marine parade...duh...yang was like...haha...dun say le
then at night i cooked. wintermelon n pork soup... then i threw in some seaweed... tot heck alr when i found i forgot to buy ginger... but to my surprise e soup was stil nice...yah then i also cooked sweet corn n dumplings...n gt yan2 shui3 ya1 sme mre... so quite nice... ball n dai dai ate with me. we watched chun1 wan3 online but nv focused on it...unlike when i was young... plus ball kept on chatting online...no qi4 fen4 at all de.....
then i slpt le. b4 12 i tink. cant rmb.
ok tt was e eve. tok nxt time. lecture time liao.
todae's 22nd. 2 wks nv write anythg liao.
hmm... how to start?
oyah... 8th was cny eve...hahaz sound so jiu3 yuan3 alr... yah tt was cny eve. we gt performance...i fell down on e stage like an idiot. bt i heard alot of claps n cheers instead of xu1 sheng1... was quite touched...yah...
then toked to tyh abt e comp thg. he suggested tt this yr e overall champion may go by pts...which means we hv to participate in as many events as possible... ltr it is confirmed... so luan4...
yah then wushu lunch... lucky saiho n melvin can come...so 6 of us, travelled all e way to bugis...was quite fun n happy, took quite a few pics...then i rushed off...sorri...coz i hv to go fetch yang...
yang arrived ard 2 sth...met at pasir ris...then went bedok for lunch...(2nd time alr) in Mac...this time e bag is smaller n lighter...more reasonable...then we went buy thgs...cos i want to cook at night...yah... hw cme NTUC dun hv winter melon de... o yah then saw yingying n cuicui at marine parade...duh...yang was like...haha...dun say le
then at night i cooked. wintermelon n pork soup... then i threw in some seaweed... tot heck alr when i found i forgot to buy ginger... but to my surprise e soup was stil nice...yah then i also cooked sweet corn n dumplings...n gt yan2 shui3 ya1 sme mre... so quite nice... ball n dai dai ate with me. we watched chun1 wan3 online but nv focused on it...unlike when i was young... plus ball kept on chatting online...no qi4 fen4 at all de.....
then i slpt le. b4 12 i tink. cant rmb.
ok tt was e eve. tok nxt time. lecture time liao.
Saturday, February 12, 2005
一直很安静
空档的借机想找个人放感情
作这种决定是寂寞与我归离
我们的爱情像你路过的风景
一直在惊喜脚步却从不会为我而停
给你的爱一直很安静 来交换你无谓给的关心
明明是三个人的天意 我却始终不能留心你
你说爱像云要自在飘浮才美丽
我终于相信分手的理由有时候很动听
给你的爱一直很安静 来交换你无谓给的关心
明明是三个人的天意 我却始终不能留心你
给你的爱一直很安静 我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是自己 却发现爱一定要有回应
给你的爱一直很安静 来交换你无谓给的关心
明明是三个人的天意 我却始终不能留心你
给你的爱一直很安静 除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘分是用来说明 你突然不爱我这件事情
作这种决定是寂寞与我归离
我们的爱情像你路过的风景
一直在惊喜脚步却从不会为我而停
给你的爱一直很安静 来交换你无谓给的关心
明明是三个人的天意 我却始终不能留心你
你说爱像云要自在飘浮才美丽
我终于相信分手的理由有时候很动听
给你的爱一直很安静 来交换你无谓给的关心
明明是三个人的天意 我却始终不能留心你
给你的爱一直很安静 我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是自己 却发现爱一定要有回应
给你的爱一直很安静 来交换你无谓给的关心
明明是三个人的天意 我却始终不能留心你
给你的爱一直很安静 除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘分是用来说明 你突然不爱我这件事情
Monday, February 07, 2005
今天有时间……
恩……明天开始要放假了，所以有时间。
一个星期过了，写得潦潦草草。有些事情，还是留个记忆好。
是从丢手机的那天开始的吧……对……是礼拜二。急了一天……觉得好郁闷。毕竟是别人的手机，还正好是人家要要回去的节骨眼。都不知道怎么交代。后来第二天一大早球打电话给莹莹说食堂大叔找到手机了……呵呵……就这样……
早上找到手机，晚上就去买了一个。是二手的，不过很新。我很喜欢。而且是诺基亚的，跟扬的一样。但是现在它的屏幕已经有点糊了……才用了不到一个礼拜啊……
找到手机的那天……也就是礼拜三……真是乱七八糟。礼拜二舞蹈老师没有来，说是推到礼拜三。我心想算了就先去中正再回来跳舞吧……结果就赶赶赶硬是拖着一大帮人把四段剑学完了。当我决定走的时候看到信息说又取消了……真郁闷……
星期四跳舞好累……
星期五彩排。有点郁闷……原因明显。等下再说。完了之后的训练也还好吧。然后去接扬。看着他这儿伤那儿伤的。
星期六房间呆坐中。
星期天呆坐半天然后送走扬。晚上打电话时偏要看阿甘正传真是太失态。对了mrt上遇到个搭话的。
今天……也就那样吧。一边下楼梯一边发信息结果踩空把脚扭了。大家一定要吸取这个教训。
不过刚才发生一点意想不到有点感动的事情。saiho特地买了药送来宿舍，还写了一张贺卡。挺感动的TOT……谢谢。真庆幸有这么好的朋友。
应该是星期一吧……我们自己的彩排。真的惊讶于他们对练的效果之好，所以当得知对练被剪掉的时候，又是惊讶又是伤心。很伤心，非常伤心。两三个月的努力，就这样轻易的白费了。轻得让我几乎不能承受。我们的表演也一下变成了平淡无奇。最后的表演。谁让他们把唯一的一次彩排演得那么好？？！！
我写不出我的伤心。我也不知道我会那么伤心。也许我把太多感情放在了武术。我想它好。
还有saiho chinhow和ian的感受。我难以想象，只是没有见过saiho这么沉默过。
星期三的训练，套路又被重新安排了。呵呵，又没有竞赛打了。打过竞赛又突然打回四段，真是有点郁闷。真的很想打竞赛枪和剑，不过谁叫我不够强呢。
舞蹈……就不说了。累。
写出来没什么感觉，只是这个星期真的蛮累。星期五的训练到最后我差点抱着腿睡着了，后来被排球砸醒。后来去接扬的时候风好象很大，一吹我就晃啊晃的。
明天演出，希望脚伤不会影响到。之后的武术团圆午饭也希望不只是3个人。再之后的扬的回来也希望不要太郁闷。
一个星期过了，写得潦潦草草。有些事情，还是留个记忆好。
是从丢手机的那天开始的吧……对……是礼拜二。急了一天……觉得好郁闷。毕竟是别人的手机，还正好是人家要要回去的节骨眼。都不知道怎么交代。后来第二天一大早球打电话给莹莹说食堂大叔找到手机了……呵呵……就这样……
早上找到手机，晚上就去买了一个。是二手的，不过很新。我很喜欢。而且是诺基亚的，跟扬的一样。但是现在它的屏幕已经有点糊了……才用了不到一个礼拜啊……
找到手机的那天……也就是礼拜三……真是乱七八糟。礼拜二舞蹈老师没有来，说是推到礼拜三。我心想算了就先去中正再回来跳舞吧……结果就赶赶赶硬是拖着一大帮人把四段剑学完了。当我决定走的时候看到信息说又取消了……真郁闷……
星期四跳舞好累……
星期五彩排。有点郁闷……原因明显。等下再说。完了之后的训练也还好吧。然后去接扬。看着他这儿伤那儿伤的。
星期六房间呆坐中。
星期天呆坐半天然后送走扬。晚上打电话时偏要看阿甘正传真是太失态。对了mrt上遇到个搭话的。
今天……也就那样吧。一边下楼梯一边发信息结果踩空把脚扭了。大家一定要吸取这个教训。
不过刚才发生一点意想不到有点感动的事情。saiho特地买了药送来宿舍，还写了一张贺卡。挺感动的TOT……谢谢。真庆幸有这么好的朋友。
应该是星期一吧……我们自己的彩排。真的惊讶于他们对练的效果之好，所以当得知对练被剪掉的时候，又是惊讶又是伤心。很伤心，非常伤心。两三个月的努力，就这样轻易的白费了。轻得让我几乎不能承受。我们的表演也一下变成了平淡无奇。最后的表演。谁让他们把唯一的一次彩排演得那么好？？！！
我写不出我的伤心。我也不知道我会那么伤心。也许我把太多感情放在了武术。我想它好。
还有saiho chinhow和ian的感受。我难以想象，只是没有见过saiho这么沉默过。
星期三的训练，套路又被重新安排了。呵呵，又没有竞赛打了。打过竞赛又突然打回四段，真是有点郁闷。真的很想打竞赛枪和剑，不过谁叫我不够强呢。
舞蹈……就不说了。累。
写出来没什么感觉，只是这个星期真的蛮累。星期五的训练到最后我差点抱着腿睡着了，后来被排球砸醒。后来去接扬的时候风好象很大，一吹我就晃啊晃的。
明天演出，希望脚伤不会影响到。之后的武术团圆午饭也希望不只是3个人。再之后的扬的回来也希望不要太郁闷。
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