Dunno why… the font suddenly turned out 2 b so big…v uncomfortable reading…haiz dunno wat happened n hw 2 solve e prob AT ALL… some computer pro ppl pls come n help…
Erm…yah…schl reopen liao…quite pleased tt I actually seem 2 find sme feeling of schl life…n doing work…ytdae was quite happy coz my file v organized ^ ^
Yang bked in on Monday morng…n on Sunday nite I suddenly felt a v strong urge to go to his place…although I kno its impossible 4 me to see him…I juz want to go there. So I tell myself if I finish my Grp 7 b4 9pm then I go out. N I actlly managed to achieve tt. So I went. Took a 196…I only hv a v rough idea of where 2 alite…so kpt lking outside e window…overshot by 3 stops. Then I walk back to e correct bustop…haha I nv 绕远…n v happy I managed 2 find e correct bustop…cross the street juz like wat we did when I pei2 him home…then wait for bus to go back.. on e bus back I suddenly felt like leaving sth at tt bustop…so I alited n cross the street n took another 196 to return to his place…tear off a piece of paper on my notesn folded a heart…put under e bench there. Then took 196 to cme back 2 hostel.
Hehe I kno it’s a bit stupid…ok la its v stupid…all on impulse…bt I really 爽很多 aft I’v done all these…can 安心 sit down n do work liao…nt tt 坐立不安… so quite gd la…
Althou yang nv hv a chance to find it…cos he nv wait for bus there. His fren’s father fetched him.
Then ytdae aft training in cchs I actly went tt bustop again to check whether e heart still there…its still there…haha
ANIWAEZ…
2dae jae result out…most likely 2 of my juniors in wushu cant stay…haiz…v sad leh we hv ZERO yr1 gals…oyah gt lin mei…bt she was posted to arts…haiz…
Tml gt chem. Lect test…then todae during lunch my classmate gt e test paper with ans zapped n passed ard…speechless…aniwaes I gg to take it n c my true level…
Juz nw gt scholarship forum…stressed…stil cant decide where I gg to study…haiz…sometime when I tink of e future really abit scared…BUT! I hv to kp on going!...everybody pls jiayou for me!...
Hmm..juz realized tt last wk we actly gt quite a lot of time 2gether…Tuesday Friday Saturday…n thx for pei2 me on Saturday nite…althou its I asked for it…allow me to b ren4 sing4 once…^ ^
K gg to fill tt stupid form…omg wat is my life outside e college xept 4 studay n ccas?...aniwaez…
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Sunday, March 20, 2005
昨晚写的
转眼已经是假期的倒数第二天了。真快呀呀。
在mrt上观众生相是一件很好玩的事情。今天我观察的是指甲。
我前面的一个老头的指甲怪怪的。大拇指指甲剪得尖尖的，是顶点朝上的等腰三角形。小指指甲也是尖尖的，而且是朝里弯的，像鹦鹉嘴一样。而且弧度特优美。一看就很容易想到故事里面的什么邪教教主或者老妖怪什么的，那个尖尖的指甲一下就可以插进人的身体的那种。看他站在那边，搞不好在别人眼里他就是一站在那里的老头，不过我觉得他眼神凶凶的一直盯着什么看。或许是发呆吧。
还有另外一个人，我就注意到他左手小指甲。是他把手放到门上面的广告牌上的时候看到的。黑得发亮，又细又长，米罗两个字轻易从我脑海里蹦出。很是费了一段时间思考他是难的还是女的因为他背对我。
总之，发现在众多手指中，小指指甲是最经常被留长或打扮的。为什么呢？可能是因为挖耳朵比较方便吧。
虽然还没有到生日，我仍然想许一个愿望。
虽然都说说出来就不灵了，我还是说出来吧。反正基本也没什么机会实现。
希望当我觉得他不可能出现的时候，他能出现在我面前。
没有辣椒，活不了！！尤其是四川的那种火锅料……加上豆腐……啊……我的肚子已经开始呻吟………………
我真的不是有意在掩饰任何东西。
在mrt上观众生相是一件很好玩的事情。今天我观察的是指甲。
我前面的一个老头的指甲怪怪的。大拇指指甲剪得尖尖的，是顶点朝上的等腰三角形。小指指甲也是尖尖的，而且是朝里弯的，像鹦鹉嘴一样。而且弧度特优美。一看就很容易想到故事里面的什么邪教教主或者老妖怪什么的，那个尖尖的指甲一下就可以插进人的身体的那种。看他站在那边，搞不好在别人眼里他就是一站在那里的老头，不过我觉得他眼神凶凶的一直盯着什么看。或许是发呆吧。
还有另外一个人，我就注意到他左手小指甲。是他把手放到门上面的广告牌上的时候看到的。黑得发亮，又细又长，米罗两个字轻易从我脑海里蹦出。很是费了一段时间思考他是难的还是女的因为他背对我。
总之，发现在众多手指中，小指指甲是最经常被留长或打扮的。为什么呢？可能是因为挖耳朵比较方便吧。
虽然还没有到生日，我仍然想许一个愿望。
虽然都说说出来就不灵了，我还是说出来吧。反正基本也没什么机会实现。
希望当我觉得他不可能出现的时候，他能出现在我面前。
没有辣椒，活不了！！尤其是四川的那种火锅料……加上豆腐……啊……我的肚子已经开始呻吟………………
我真的不是有意在掩饰任何东西。
Friday, March 18, 2005
放假了
这几天宿舍的网病情加重，我开始严重的思考真的要不要去给它吃点泻药什么的。
好了，现在我只能趁早上不多的时间上来crap几句。
这几天比较有意思的就是我终于和扬去看了电影了^ ^第一次呵。是礼拜二吧……son of the mask。蛮好笑的，不过除了好笑也就没什么了。
礼拜二早上我还没起来这家伙短信就来了……找衣服找了半天因为他说过想看我穿裙子……（校服裙子还没看够么）11点多出去的，吃饭走走去图书馆看电影再走走看看vcd店再去买点东西，然后7点多回来了……比较让我开心的是我们一直拉着手……花痴了花痴了……不过我还是觉得自己越来越粘了……我不喜欢自己这个样子……走了……下回什么时候发要看网什么时候通畅了………………
好了，现在我只能趁早上不多的时间上来crap几句。
这几天比较有意思的就是我终于和扬去看了电影了^ ^第一次呵。是礼拜二吧……son of the mask。蛮好笑的，不过除了好笑也就没什么了。
礼拜二早上我还没起来这家伙短信就来了……找衣服找了半天因为他说过想看我穿裙子……（校服裙子还没看够么）11点多出去的，吃饭走走去图书馆看电影再走走看看vcd店再去买点东西，然后7点多回来了……比较让我开心的是我们一直拉着手……花痴了花痴了……不过我还是觉得自己越来越粘了……我不喜欢自己这个样子……走了……下回什么时候发要看网什么时候通畅了………………
Friday, March 11, 2005
i hate tinking of titles...everytime i gt stucked here for a long long time...
then in the end all my titles still lk similar lah... all 'long time no see'or 'so long never write liaox'...
i found tt i can on sit down n really type smethg when i use the schl comps... mayb its bcos when using my comp i dun hv tt kind of urgent feeling...coa i always open e window n juz let it b there n for get about it..yah...
from tues n ytdae was busy involved in SSEF...waste 3 daes of my qing1 chun1 in science center, basically doing nth...was so prepared, all the posters speeches reports powerpoints all tt...was like another round of pw...n gt v irritated doing those thgs...in e end its damn informal la...walau my whole week gone like tt...n in e end win nth la...tho i kind of expected it bt stil abit disappointed...coz really quite alot of effort was put in...
tot can get yang to cme down to e science center n lk 4 me, bt he is sick...was nt v happy...haiz i really v selfish leh...but...really hpe he can b with me for abit longer...faster recover, really nan2 shou4 when hear u cough like mad....
actlly ytdae argued abit...haiz my fault la...shld let hm rest well..
gp nw. byez. to myself.
i found tt i can on sit down n really type smethg when i use the schl comps... mayb its bcos when using my comp i dun hv tt kind of urgent feeling...coa i always open e window n juz let it b there n for get about it..yah...
from tues n ytdae was busy involved in SSEF...waste 3 daes of my qing1 chun1 in science center, basically doing nth...was so prepared, all the posters speeches reports powerpoints all tt...was like another round of pw...n gt v irritated doing those thgs...in e end its damn informal la...walau my whole week gone like tt...n in e end win nth la...tho i kind of expected it bt stil abit disappointed...coz really quite alot of effort was put in...
tot can get yang to cme down to e science center n lk 4 me, bt he is sick...was nt v happy...haiz i really v selfish leh...but...really hpe he can b with me for abit longer...faster recover, really nan2 shou4 when hear u cough like mad....
actlly ytdae argued abit...haiz my fault la...shld let hm rest well..
gp nw. byez. to myself.
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
又过了很长时间了……
In case u r wondering wat has happened…yah I actually gt v irritated when I wrote e last blog…cos I wrote a lot then when I post all disappear alr…was kind of fed up, so yah…sorry…
Actually I’m wondering hw many ppl, except for ball n me myself, actlly visit here n read my crazy stuff…kind of 自言自语… yah nvm…juz to record down wat happens everyday…
So here I gonna repeat wat I’ve typed last time…sorri no lively description this time liao cos I fed up alr…so juz outline wat has happened…
After e cny eve…its e 1st dae of new yr…for e 1st dae n 2nd dae I stayed in my rm…n on the 1st dae I decided to make smethg for yang for vdae…yah…
Then e 3rd dae…which was 11th feb, a fridae…got xcountry in e morning, then gt dance…was damn tired…then aft dance go marine parade to meet yang, then back to hostel to bathe n change clothes then go jingkai’s hse for HIS class gathering… felt damn extra la…actually we gt argue abit over this on Wednesday, when he asked me whether I can go with him…no choice…tts e only way I can stay with him for a little bit longer….then we went back together…by taxi…v nan2 de2 we can actually kp holding our hands…4get it I want to cry alr…yah then he hugged me n kissed me on my cheeks n forehead…nth special…
The next dae I do my own thg n he do his own thg…then on Sunday he went back army n I saw him off…it was e dae b4 vdae, I wanted to finish the pres by tt dae de bt I couldn’t…I dun want to rush to make a lousy one…so I made a small card 4 him saying tt can claim the pres by this card…then tts e last dae we kp holding our hands coz aft tt dae he gt to kno tt we cant hold hands if he is in his uniform…okay I’m fine with tt…v funny when we was at bedok we met this gal who was trying to ask yang whether he wants to buy a rose for me…mayb bcoz she saw us holding hands…hahaz…yah of coz I pull him away… tt was nt a gd dae…couples all over e place n I felt irritatingly lonely when I went back ALONE…
Then e nxt dae, Monday, was vdae…choco n flowers n pres all over e place…I actlly gt sme…n gt give out sme…basically during e holiday I was busy making all sorts of pres…my angel/mortal gave me a toy dog…v nice…yah then aft training I went bedok to get my photos n borrow bks…really gt a lot of thgs to carry on tt day…in e end 大包小包 like tt…other than tt everythg went as usual…eat study training n slp…oyah saw Frankie on e bus to bedok…took sme time to recall his name…
Then e whole wk dance wushu dance wushu…tired…n gt a lot of trivial bt irritating thgs in wushu la…like e comp…so v tiring…
Yah on sat he came back…I was in bad mood…mayb bcoz I cannt even touch him…haiz everitime also like tt one…bt I managed to song4 him to his home…so quite happy…
E nxt dae he back alr…so hd to see him off again…
Then e whole week dance wushu dance wushu again…rmb tt period of time quite down bcoz of my GP…me really v lousy …
Then wushu v tiring lor…the registration of the comp, I hate playing strategy la…so irritating…wats e use of comp then if everyone go n play strategy…walau…
Yah then on sat yang back again on sun went back again…
Meanwhile gt a lot of spas…wondering wats the use of spa…everythg recite…n I gt a bad habit tt is always kp tinking abt it aft I’ve done it…so v bad la…
Then also the scholarship thgy hv to consider liao…so fan2…
Weather so hot…v slpy in e aftnn…then at nite so windy n cold…
Then on 28 feb o level result release liao…wushu gt into trouble again since some of e yr1s may hv trouble staying…happy for lin mei coz she gt 7 pts…bt kinyan gt 18 n tt brought me a lot of trouble n worries…pon e math lect on tues bcoz of his case coz tyh said he nt keen enuf to study n stay…want to change combi sme mre…aiya so luan4…then lk 4 this teacher tt teacher ask ky to come down blah blah… stressed up…me n saiho…
Then on fri a level result released…yang back on thur nite…cldnt go fetch him coz gt phy s paper confirmation test on fri…tt was a v nervous dae…bcoz of both phy s n mainly yang’s result…gt extremely nervous when he said cldnt find his name on e 4a3a list…in e end he gt aabb…dunno hw to say…quite gd bt nt tt gd…bt still quite gd la…then allen n kangjie also came up to e rm to tok…then me n yang went ply bball for awhile…then we back to rm,then felt like old daes…only two of us, sitting on the sofa…so everythg like old daes la…then he was a bit sick, lip hurts… so I kissed his lip…yah… so nan2 de2, v long nv b so close to him le…
Then sat nite he back again…in home clothes, I gt chance to see him off n hold his hand…then he gt really sick…bt stil went for the 24k march…then aft tt his illness worsen…
2dae is his recruit…nw he is back…v v v sick…gt fever, kp on coughing…nw he slp alr…
To me this week v fei4…Monday was full day off bcoz of a level result, thou I still gt bio spa…tue morning gt american math thgy then phy prac gt cancelled, in the end gt bio lecture only…then went to science center to set uo our booth…oyah 4gt to mention…somewhere last wk gt to knot t our srs project gt into ssef…so last wk n this wk was rushing e poster, ppt, speech n all these thgs…yah then todae was e judging dae…v stupid day…then tml wil b the exhibition…
Dun want to type liao. Sian.
Tok nxt time.
Smethg to add on..
I’m getting mre n mre antisocial…
Every sat has become my pres making dae…
Generally quite down n stress these 3 wks, so nv type blog…
Actually I’m wondering hw many ppl, except for ball n me myself, actlly visit here n read my crazy stuff…kind of 自言自语… yah nvm…juz to record down wat happens everyday…
So here I gonna repeat wat I’ve typed last time…sorri no lively description this time liao cos I fed up alr…so juz outline wat has happened…
After e cny eve…its e 1st dae of new yr…for e 1st dae n 2nd dae I stayed in my rm…n on the 1st dae I decided to make smethg for yang for vdae…yah…
Then e 3rd dae…which was 11th feb, a fridae…got xcountry in e morning, then gt dance…was damn tired…then aft dance go marine parade to meet yang, then back to hostel to bathe n change clothes then go jingkai’s hse for HIS class gathering… felt damn extra la…actually we gt argue abit over this on Wednesday, when he asked me whether I can go with him…no choice…tts e only way I can stay with him for a little bit longer….then we went back together…by taxi…v nan2 de2 we can actually kp holding our hands…4get it I want to cry alr…yah then he hugged me n kissed me on my cheeks n forehead…nth special…
The next dae I do my own thg n he do his own thg…then on Sunday he went back army n I saw him off…it was e dae b4 vdae, I wanted to finish the pres by tt dae de bt I couldn’t…I dun want to rush to make a lousy one…so I made a small card 4 him saying tt can claim the pres by this card…then tts e last dae we kp holding our hands coz aft tt dae he gt to kno tt we cant hold hands if he is in his uniform…okay I’m fine with tt…v funny when we was at bedok we met this gal who was trying to ask yang whether he wants to buy a rose for me…mayb bcoz she saw us holding hands…hahaz…yah of coz I pull him away… tt was nt a gd dae…couples all over e place n I felt irritatingly lonely when I went back ALONE…
Then e nxt dae, Monday, was vdae…choco n flowers n pres all over e place…I actlly gt sme…n gt give out sme…basically during e holiday I was busy making all sorts of pres…my angel/mortal gave me a toy dog…v nice…yah then aft training I went bedok to get my photos n borrow bks…really gt a lot of thgs to carry on tt day…in e end 大包小包 like tt…other than tt everythg went as usual…eat study training n slp…oyah saw Frankie on e bus to bedok…took sme time to recall his name…
Then e whole wk dance wushu dance wushu…tired…n gt a lot of trivial bt irritating thgs in wushu la…like e comp…so v tiring…
Yah on sat he came back…I was in bad mood…mayb bcoz I cannt even touch him…haiz everitime also like tt one…bt I managed to song4 him to his home…so quite happy…
E nxt dae he back alr…so hd to see him off again…
Then e whole week dance wushu dance wushu again…rmb tt period of time quite down bcoz of my GP…me really v lousy …
Then wushu v tiring lor…the registration of the comp, I hate playing strategy la…so irritating…wats e use of comp then if everyone go n play strategy…walau…
Yah then on sat yang back again on sun went back again…
Meanwhile gt a lot of spas…wondering wats the use of spa…everythg recite…n I gt a bad habit tt is always kp tinking abt it aft I’ve done it…so v bad la…
Then also the scholarship thgy hv to consider liao…so fan2…
Weather so hot…v slpy in e aftnn…then at nite so windy n cold…
Then on 28 feb o level result release liao…wushu gt into trouble again since some of e yr1s may hv trouble staying…happy for lin mei coz she gt 7 pts…bt kinyan gt 18 n tt brought me a lot of trouble n worries…pon e math lect on tues bcoz of his case coz tyh said he nt keen enuf to study n stay…want to change combi sme mre…aiya so luan4…then lk 4 this teacher tt teacher ask ky to come down blah blah… stressed up…me n saiho…
Then on fri a level result released…yang back on thur nite…cldnt go fetch him coz gt phy s paper confirmation test on fri…tt was a v nervous dae…bcoz of both phy s n mainly yang’s result…gt extremely nervous when he said cldnt find his name on e 4a3a list…in e end he gt aabb…dunno hw to say…quite gd bt nt tt gd…bt still quite gd la…then allen n kangjie also came up to e rm to tok…then me n yang went ply bball for awhile…then we back to rm,then felt like old daes…only two of us, sitting on the sofa…so everythg like old daes la…then he was a bit sick, lip hurts… so I kissed his lip…yah… so nan2 de2, v long nv b so close to him le…
Then sat nite he back again…in home clothes, I gt chance to see him off n hold his hand…then he gt really sick…bt stil went for the 24k march…then aft tt his illness worsen…
2dae is his recruit…nw he is back…v v v sick…gt fever, kp on coughing…nw he slp alr…
To me this week v fei4…Monday was full day off bcoz of a level result, thou I still gt bio spa…tue morning gt american math thgy then phy prac gt cancelled, in the end gt bio lecture only…then went to science center to set uo our booth…oyah 4gt to mention…somewhere last wk gt to knot t our srs project gt into ssef…so last wk n this wk was rushing e poster, ppt, speech n all these thgs…yah then todae was e judging dae…v stupid day…then tml wil b the exhibition…
Dun want to type liao. Sian.
Tok nxt time.
Smethg to add on..
I’m getting mre n mre antisocial…
Every sat has become my pres making dae…
Generally quite down n stress these 3 wks, so nv type blog…
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