one of e past few days was a nice day...

tts bcos ballball gave me a BIG surprise...wahaha...
dunno whether it was a coincident tt i went study room late after dinner...then i realised sth was wrong with my table...it looked a bit different...
sn i found out wat was diff...a hairy jumbo pencil case 赫然 appeared in my sight...
was a bit stunned, cos its juz few days ago my klsmate saw my pathetic pencilcase n told me he was gg to buy me 1 as my bthday pres. was wondering hw cme it comes so quickly 1...n appear in my hostel study rm sme mre...
aft a few seconds i blieved i knew who did it le...so i went play ball~~haha!

really v happy leh, startled me. n i like it ALOT. nice colour, nice fur, nice shape, nice size, nice everythg. too bad my camera spoiled le...i try to put a pic here once i can k. its really so cute...不相上下 with ballball WAKAKA

n 我又被移动和碰到了 by ball's 3 pg long note dropped in the pencilcase...hmm...nt v gd to repeat here but ok, v moved n touched...haha.
feel v gd to hv such a gd fren like this ^^

oyah, juz b4 the surprise, aft dinner, we went ecp walk walk... saw a lot hostel ppl there leh, tink everybody likes to go there. didnt mean to go so far de, bt eventually we did walk to e seaside. the breeze was comfortable...n we sat there watched e sky turns dark fr bright. n toked...quite alot, abt everythg. include...bio thgy...hahahahaz...n of course mre serious stuff. anw...tt was a nice dae. 7 Aug.

last wk happen to be able to meet yang everyday. went fetch him on monday aft school, n sent him back on tues aft schl. on wed aft dinner he suddenly called me n said he's coming out...was so surprised n happy, jumped up n went fetch him. though abit disappointed when i saw him in his uniform. haha. the nxt day i gotto fo schl, so he bked in himself, bt at nite called me again saying he gt one day off the next day...friday...
so we went out on fri. thou i was in great pain n bad mood =(. he managed to mend them...=) hehe.actually nth much la, was mugging with him in mp lib...tts all.
then sat he gotto bk in at marina bay in the morning...it was really early, he said he has to take the 1st bus available. i said i want to see him off but he didnt want, saying its too early too dark n too dangerous, no bus sme mre. so i went borrow a bike immediately on fri nite n msg him tt i've decided to go. he 勉强 agree at last...he was nt in gd mood bcoz of his father n we almost quarreled. 555...i juz want to see him mah...
too bad on sat morning when i opened my eyes it was 6:20am alr...we set the meeting time at 6:30 de. panic...arh....jumped up n dashed out of rm. tot i would make him late, or i cldnt see him le cos he may nt wait for me. the mre i tink e mre i panic...the faster i ride my bike. then i realised tt gt bus alr! so i parked e bike at mp lib n took 196. e lucky thg was...yang was late also. he was juz downstairs of his house when my bus reached katong shopping centre. phew...hw shld i react to his late this time...then he boarded my bus.
then sunday the same...i woke up late again but this time i nt so panic le..n nv ride bike. took bus in front of my hostel. yang was later than on sat...ermz...i hd to alight at his bustop n wait for him...
monday also the same, except i ponned schl to go see him off..anw celebration only...i was early this time, gt up b4 6am. n he was late as usual...erm...suan le...kno he's tired...
ytdae he went his camp right aft his duty at marina bay so i cant see him until this sat. miss him...n prelim coming. the stress made me miss him mre. arghh.

it was nt a nice dae

the GP lesson disgusted me. choy kpt on asking 'ram i writing 4 u?' n tt stupid reason made the whole discussion appear 'lively' n 'engaging'. choy muz b laughing at us in his heart -- this grp of stupid students r so desperate abt overseas university application...when this is concerned they r willing to force themselves to speak up during lessons...i feel myself being wan2 nong4 n disdained. esp aft my view was regarded as illogical by him.
physically i gt av todae...damn pain. v v v pain. cldnt help to go back early...cos i can only feel better if i'm walking. n this made my mood worse. when using e comp in com lab at school the machine juz swithed itself off when i was halfway thru my blog.aft i on it again the font became so funny tt it is nt recognised by the exploror so cant go any site...then when i switch to another comp it takes 5 mins to open a window...enough. i'm fed up.

better mood in aftnn cos gt yang stayed by myside.

ａｎｏｔｈｅｒ ｂｌｕｅ ｄａｙ．．．

ｍａｙ　ｂ　ｅ　ｃａｕｓｅ　ｏｆ　ｍｙ　ｂａｄ　ｍｏｏｄ　ｉｓ　ｅ　ＧＰ　ｌｅｓｓｏｎ　ｊｕｚ　ｎｗ．．．ａｒｈ！！！ｓｔｕｐｉｄ　ｃｏｍｐｕｔｅｒ！！！ｗａｔ　ｅ　ｈｅｌｌ　ｉｓ　ｔｈｉｓ

state of torpor induced by the beautiful life

又是很长时间没有写了。其实并不是忙或者没时间或者什么，只是觉得没什么好写的。
不是很想再逐字逐句的讲述发生的让我暂时性的情绪很激动的事情，比如哪天和扬出去什么迟到啊之类的。以前经常这样做是因为还年轻，喜欢无哩头的乱疯，发生点什么事就不想忘记。现在呢，我也不知道是不是老了还是成熟了，有点无动于衷的感觉。连最近写了篇GP response都被老师说too rational and clinical。不过有预感这成熟将会是暂时性的。到时候再说吧。
那照理说也可以抒发抒发成长的思考，说点郁闷而深沉的哲理，发表成熟的关于生活的言论。不巧的是我亲爱的同龄人们都把我想说的说了。比如奖学金，比如学业，比如对暗淡未来的恐惧，比如对成长的哀怨。实在懒得再重复，为了避免雷同还要花力气把全部rephrase一遍，多麻烦。
有时候想想像储灏这样的人还真是牛逼，居然可以一门心思的钻研申请国外大学的诸多事宜，一点没有倦怠的倾向。不知道什么动力那么强大呵，好佩服。

对了，在此说明一下……

我一直想把球过生日的状况写一写……
我也给球做了一个蛋糕哦……好吃的~~
送球的礼物是我的得意战果……难得能买到那么好又对人胃口的礼物……粉色的毛绒收音机！！强烈推荐球blog上的照片和描述生日的文字……那收音机觉得值得参观哦~~我当时都不想送了……还有蛋糕的照片^^可爱吧
还有那个CD……有没有算出来啊？？
吼吼……希望球19岁生日过的开心^^希望我是其中一个让球开心的！！吼吼

好了~~打球去~~~~

哇！！……我也要surprise嘛！…………

扫把扫把……
刚刚帮赵寅给猪surprise……这家伙昨天晚上就打电话来勾结我了。结果在我们的里应外合之下这帅哥成功地在我和猪走出校门的时候潇洒地出现在猪的面前……=.=……然后我就知趣地自动消失了>.<
猪的眼睛都吓大了，脸红的要死，头也不回地就冲过去了……

不行，我要发泄一下别拦着我

呜啊呜啊~~猪好幸福哦~~TOT……羡慕ing……

花痴完毕……^ ^

我记得我曾经跟扬讲过我有一个愿望就是在我绝对没想到他会出现的时候他出现在我面前。恩……不知道他还记得吗。应该是忘掉了。
刚才甚至花痴到想象扬哪天book out不告诉我然后在我郁闷的从学校回到宿舍的时候灿烂的出现在我面前…………砰！！（撞到电线杆而回到现实中）贪心的女人啊。还是少奢求点吧……
有时候会想作为他的第一个女朋友我在他生命中扮演的角色是否就是传授他取悦女朋友经验让他来用在别人身上的人呢。呵呵。这个应该要到我生命快到尽头的时候才回知道答案吧。只是不知道到时我还记得‘他’是谁吗。

Because i dun want to talk abt this again...

(2005-07-18 18:19:10) 茕茕隐身中
我不理他！
(2005-07-18 18:19:21) 茕茕隐身中
迟到快半个小时
(2005-07-18 18:19:38) Ω蓝色冰点な
喔，你电话打得真短
(2005-07-18 18:19:58) 茕茕隐身中
25分钟
(2005-07-18 18:20:02) 茕茕隐身中
不短了
(2005-07-18 18:20:16) Ω蓝色冰点な
他昨天不是book in 嘛？怎么可以迟到的？
(2005-07-18 18:20:35) 茕茕隐身中
结果他就照例到一旁去哼哼了
(2005-07-18 18:20:41) 茕茕隐身中
切
(2005-07-18 18:21:09) Ω蓝色冰点な
去哼哼？
(2005-07-18 18:21:12) 茕茕隐身中
他只有跟我见面的时候回迟到
(2005-07-18 18:21:29) 茕茕隐身中
什么上学啊训练啊book in啊从来不迟到
(2005-07-18 18:21:53) Ω蓝色冰点な
他昨天不是book in 嘛？怎么可以迟到的？
(2005-07-18 18:22:23) 茕茕隐身中
就是到一旁去发出哼哼的声音嘟囔什么蛋蛋不理我了之类
(2005-07-18 18:23:06) 茕茕隐身中
他只有跟我见面的时候会迟到，什么上学啊训练啊book in啊从来不迟到的
(2005-07-18 18:23:44) 茕茕隐身中
跟我见面是bk in之前3个小时
(2005-07-18 18:23:56) 茕茕隐身中
就是保证不会迟到那种
(2005-07-18 18:24:22) Ω蓝色冰点な
那你有没有问过他这什么每次都迟到呢
(2005-07-18 18:24:26) Ω蓝色冰点な
为*
(2005-07-18 18:24:33) 茕茕隐身中
有啊
(2005-07-18 18:24:46) 茕茕隐身中
他说我也不想的啊
(2005-07-18 18:25:05) Ω蓝色冰点な
那还是谁逼他的？
(2005-07-18 18:25:11) 茕茕隐身中
只是每次都来不及
(2005-07-18 18:25:27) Ω蓝色冰点な
为什么来不及呢
(2005-07-18 18:26:03) 茕茕隐身中
我就说如果我是你的camp那怎么办呢
茕茕隐身中 18:26:21
他说那就死翘翘了
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:27:00
他还是和你嬉皮笑脸的
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:27:05
你太惯他了
茕茕隐身中 18:27:30
我就说你是不是知道即使你迟到我也不能做什么所以放松呢
茕茕隐身中 18:27:41
倒不是嬉皮笑脸
茕茕隐身中 18:28:15
他说不是的
茕茕隐身中 18:28:32
我说那为什么呢
茕茕隐身中 18:28:55
他说就是每次到最后都来不及
茕茕隐身中 18:29:21
我很伤心
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:29:21
他忙什么啊
茕茕隐身中 18:29:38
收拾东西啊
茕茕隐身中 18:29:53
吃饭洗澡收拾东西
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:30:20
其实，你不应该说不理他
茕茕隐身中 18:30:19
感觉没有把我当回事
茕茕隐身中 18:30:27
那应该说什么啊
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:30:41
如果是我就是这样
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:30:49
应该告诉他，几分钟后，你走人
茕茕隐身中 18:31:10
可是我想见他啊
茕茕隐身中 18:31:15
…………
茕茕隐身中 18:32:42
还是王晴说的对
茕茕隐身中 18:33:18
情侣之间爱的少的那个占上风
茕茕隐身中 18:33:57
谁能承受的了另外一个人的不在谁就是大爷
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:35:04
那是一定的
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:35:12
你有出息一点好不好
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:35:34
你要想想你现在不整顿一下，你要suffer多久
茕茕隐身中 18:35:45
怎么整顿啊
茕茕隐身中 18:36:01
根本不知道从何整起
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:36:22
你走掉一次，他应该不会再迟了
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:36:30
如果还是这样的话，我就对他无语了
茕茕隐身中 18:36:33
稍加颜色他就去哼哼了
茕茕隐身中 18:36:42
你知道么
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:36:49
让他哼好了
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:36:58
为什么一定要你郁闷
茕茕隐身中 18:36:56
昨天我跟他讲了这些话
茕茕隐身中 18:37:20
然后我说下次不要再迟到
茕茕隐身中 18:37:27
他说哦
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:37:49
男人的承诺永远不要相信
茕茕隐身中 18:37:55
过了一会我说其实我知道你一定还会迟到的
茕茕隐身中 18:38:24
然后我就结束了这个话题
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:39:02
蛋，说真的，你甩一次。
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:39:07
看他会不会再这样了
茕茕隐身中 18:39:16
哈哈
茕茕隐身中 18:39:31
好的，下次试一试
Ω蓝色冰点な 18:39:52
为什么他哼哼了你就要安慰，你郁闷了他还是继续那样
茕茕隐身中 18:40:04
其实我本来不想这么轻易就结束对他的训斥的
茕茕隐身中 18:41:05
可是我不想显得像一个唠叨的老女人
茕茕隐身中 18:41:23
一个错误翻来覆去的讲
茕茕隐身中 18:41:43
我自己也不喜欢这种人
茕茕隐身中 18:42:00
可是我又憋的不行
茕茕隐身中 18:42:07
于是就很郁闷


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