alone in the office...

besides the boss, who is very fond of working from home, there are altogether _one_ engineer available this morning...
or should i say _half_ an engineer...

manager still not back from cambodia yet. the other more experienced engineer had his grandma passed away so will not be here in the next couple of days. boss, as usual, could be anywhere but the office.

and the whole morning all the calls were from the stupid joyce at the stupid opis.

well, i'm glad that your presence make me look less like a moron.

wondering how this company gonna survive...anw i appreciate i'll be leaving here THOROUGHTLY and COMPLETELY soon.

alone in the office...

besides the boss, who is very fond of working from home, there are altogether _one_ engineer available this morning...
or should i say _half_ an engineer...

manager still not back from cambodia yet. the other more experienced engineer had his grandma passed away so will not be here in the next couple of days. boss, as usual, could be anywhere but the office.

and the whole morning all the calls were from the stupid joyce at the stupid opis.

well, i'm glad that your presence make me look less like a moron.

wondering how this company gonna survive...anw i appreciate i'll be leaving here THOROUGHTLY and COMPLETELY soon.

alone in the office...

besides the boss, who is very fond of working from home, there are altogether _one_ engineer available this morning...
or should i say _half_ an engineer...

manager still not back from cambodia yet. the other more experienced engineer had his grandma passed away so will not be here in the next couple of days. boss, as usual, could be anywhere but the office.

and the whole morning all the calls were from the stupid joyce at the stupid opis.

well, i'm glad that your presence make me look less like a moron.

wondering how this company gonna survive...anw i appreciate i'll be leaving here THOROUGHTLY and COMPLETELY soon.

alone in the office...

besides the boss, who is very fond of working from home, there are altogether _one_ engineer available this morning...
or should i say _half_ an engineer...

manager still not back from cambodia yet. the other more experienced engineer had his grandma passed away so will not be here in the next couple of days. boss, as usual, could be anywhere but the office.

and the whole morning all the calls were from the stupid joyce at the stupid opis.

well, i'm glad that your presence make me look less like a moron.

wondering how this company gonna survive...anw i appreciate i'll be leaving here THOROUGHTLY and COMPLETELY soon.

to end it all

all of a sudden want to end it all.
maybe run to another totally different country. anything left behind can simply sink into the bottom of my mind.
then hah, no need to worry about them any more...

应该继续往前走么？

多走一段，就多一段要不伤心要不快乐的回忆。糟糕的是快乐居多。
于是不停地想回到过去，以至于我开始思考有没有继续走下去给自己徒增烦恼的必要。

或许我应该想想前面还会有开心的事情等着我。但是目前的趋势似乎……就不多说了。前途无亮。
叹一口气继续往前拖步子……
让我们相信生活是美好的。

继续生活在公司……

April也同时离开了，以一种自动消失的方式。她四月三日跟公司请了一个礼拜的假，之后就再也没出现过。
于是我搬到了她的位子上。远离其他人的小隔间。没有刺骨的空调。清爽的电风扇在背后呜呜吹。而且还有地方藏匿我闲暇时偷看一眼的书。
现在我成为唯一一个admin staff，甚至还监管财会和销售。感觉并不如何坏；自己变得重要了没有什么不好。被炒的危险也基本上已被解除（只能说‘基本上’。实在是见识过这里的‘闪电炒人术’=.=）。忙的时候有些stressed up，处处也还是要看人脸色行事。不过已经够好的了。跟好脾气的客户聊天以及跟坏脾气的顾客对骂已经成为我的解压方式~
大家都很有默契地不提wendell的离开。我和两个新工程师之间还偷偷讲起过，经理和老板则是彻底装得跟没事人一样，似乎开掉他早就是顺理成章并且众所周知的事情。我的气愤与不平，很惭愧，在第二天之后似乎都烟消云散。我不得不跟向这个我可能再也见不到的昔日同事承认，没有他的日子并没有想象中的那么难，甚至还更开心一点。大家说笑得多了，老板也频频请吃饭。其实wendell也并不是一个死板板的人，他也会说笑。只是从我的角度看，他一直倾向于相信别人是无可救药的。他对任何人有不满，只会对我说而已，拒绝跟当事人讲，并且毫不掩饰地把我建议他这样做的行为归于天真。加上一点好为人师，加上一点不足够的耐性，办公室的气氛一直就不是那么好。仅此告诫自己，技能学识固然是少不得的。至于与人开心相处的能力，只有更重要而已。

现在的我莫名其妙地成为除经理老板之外呆的时间最久的人。恩……随着我工作量的增加……我是不是应该要求加点$$呢……哈哈哈哈哈哈哈