angry at myself

Ok. Now. Tell me what’s so good about him that u cant let go.

He never give u any present for the three valentines’ days.
He nv tell his family about your existence.
He dare not to pick up ur calls when he is at home.
He always has to go back home before 7pm.
He dun remember the day when u first kissed him.
He nv giv u any surprise.
He only writes to u three times. First one was when u just started, second one was u asked for it and he dragged one month, and the third one was the one telling u ‘thank u for being by my side when I was at my lowest point’. And take into account that u like guys to write to u.
He is always not there for u when u need him the most. Either bcos he’s busy, or he has to cope with his family.
His sms-es are always short and say the same thing.
He was only with u for ur first birthday and first anniversary.
He never give u any flower, although he promised to.
He try to avoid meeting ur friends, when u r actually proud of him in front of them.
U cook for him, save good food for him, go meet him on impulse. In return he told u its not convenient.
He can be late for more than half an hour. For many times.
He answer ur questions with ‘I dunno’, or insist on u answering the same question first before he answer.
He always fall aslp.
He never check emails, seldom on msn, and never read ur blog.
He forever refused to do any small little crazy thing with u, like go back to VJ in uniform.
He seldom share with u his life in the past, even when u show interest.
And he knows little about ur background, and Chinese culture, which u want ur guy to know.

So u see it? He is NOT ur guy.
Stop missing his hugs, his kisses, his smile, his sea coconut, his curry puff, his early sms-es or whatever. It is so damn SUPERFACIAL! Come on la u dun need all those!
Please. Wake up. Kick him away from ur mind. DO WORK. Ur Mr. Right is still somewhere in the near future waiting for u.