complex mood

feel myself getting weirder.

and weirder and weirder and weirder and weirder.

happy + not happly + sad + not sad + irritated + encouraged + feel i am at fault + feel other ppl are at fault + selfish + considerate (or trying to be)

come to think of it, perhaps the problem is that i pretend too much.

tired. and sometimes painful. and lonely.

i pretend in order to make other ppl happier. that's the only reason that can hold me on.

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moved room from C318 to G511 in one shot yesterday.
Done it in 2 hours!!! with help from engseng, wuhong and qiaojie. thx guys!!!! we and shin will treat u all~ lol

organizing all the boxes and stuff plus clearing the bed so that we can slp took another 1 and a half hours. slept at 4+am. again.

i repeat:

1. KE7 is an excellent place to keep one fit (crazy vertical marathon everyday);

2. its sooooooooooooooooooo cool to walk with two FREE hands.

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saw some good discriptions in tianya.

我们不会成为敌人，因为彼此深爱过。
我们不会成为朋友，因为彼此伤害过。
所以，我们只能是最熟悉的陌生人。