not right

dun feel correct...

i know i'm standing alone at this place. no one will think of finding me. and i dun want to start looking for anyone either, cos i dun want to appear dependent and longing for help...

lack of confidence? yah. in both other people and myself. and perhaps love.

so i shall be totally independent, keep distance to everyone. never ever rely on anybody else or take anyone for granted, cos my own shoulder is the only backup i have. never ever show my weak side to anybody else, cos it will only make people think i'm not strong enough.

i'm grateful to have a few precious friends, and great parents. and maybe a little bit of love. but their accompany and encouragement can only make my life better. when things happen, I myslef am still the only one that i can depend on.

this invisible home might be the only support i have... cos it's me myself. never thought that it could be so important to me one day. i will tell u everything my dear home.

its difficult. 但是我知道，以后的路，我正是要一个人这样走下去。


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2dae is the 6th anniversary of me coming to singapore. i spent the best of my time here...
at least 7 more years to go, haha.
let it be.