昨天是上班的最后一天。
其实现在还有半篇reflection没写完。没心思写。

seng came back.

i miss him.

yang at training again.

no email from him.

i'm so fed up with myself being so desperate.

i want to be his special one with exclusive privilege.

zhongyuan's new roommate is a pain in my ass.

i registered xiaonei.

i saw his posts.

i know he is tired. and stressed. and many other things.

i want to say, i had the similar feeling as well, but my emphasis is on wat i gain now. if u r sooo sad about wat u have lost that u think wat u gained is not enough to make it up, really, i dun mind giving it back to u.