okay. lets continue...

dun feel like draging for too long. so i'l quickly finish it up.
so she started da3 ban4 me.all the accessories put up until she felt ok. i was a bit 哭笑不得 tt i spent so much effort to dress up bt she said guys will care abt n will like galfrend to dress up juz for them...
算了还是写中文比较霜。
其实我也知道莹莹的意思。不善于打扮的我也越来越想着打扮了，是因为他吧。说真的，我确实很希望扬能注意到我为他的打扮，说上一句‘很漂亮’之类的……
然后我就去接扬了。出去之后才发觉那件新的衣服带给我多少麻烦……不是我说，它真的不是一般的容易让我走光……我自己一低头都能看到 =.= ……走路或站着的时候可以抬头挺胸还好，一坐下来就全完了……后来我和扬一起回来的时候他也发现了尽管我已经很努力掩饰了>.<，我都没敢看他。估计他也挺不好意思的。可是当他伸手帮我把那里重新遮好的时候，我更不好意思，只能把头塞进他的背和椅背之间装尸体………………
我已经完全不奢求他会称赞我漂亮了……TOT
到了宿舍之后我除了把蛋糕和其他吃的以及电脑拿下去以外还坚决的把衣服换掉了……变回了t恤牛仔……在莹莹哀怨的目光中……

换了衣服之后果然轻松多了。可以放心大胆的到处乱跳。我们去了东海岸，可是没有地方坐 -_-b。后来我们可怜兮兮的坐在一块建筑工地前面的地上，假装看不到四处横行的蚂蚁，告诉自己我们面朝大海春暖花开^ ^ 后来蜡烛又点不着！风太大了。最后只好放弃了>.<……后来又发现忘记带餐巾纸了，两个人最后满手又粘又甜的面面相觑……

后来去有桌子的地方看我的电脑里的东西。没什么时间了，连半个电影都没有看完。感觉扬好象不怎么有兴趣。随便了。

回来的路上突然想起来我的使命还没有完成。于是扯着扬的胳膊一边走一边等待时机，但是一直不敢>.<。在走过一片树阴的时候有点小风吹过来，扬很享受的说好舒服哦，于是我就下定决心亲上去了…………

哇两行就写完啦。真没意思。

也没怎么样拉。碰了一下就分开了。我们两个好象都脸红了。然后就听到扬一直在偷笑，呵呵呵的。莹莹和小催得知扬是如此的反应之后都呆掉了，然后狂叫好纯洁的孩子啊~~~~ 我这才知道原来世界上色狼比劲扬多

反正，生日就这么过了。恩。

尽管有点不好意思……还是想说，亲吻扬的感觉真的蛮幸福的……@^^@

here again...

feel tt i hvnt on my laptop 4 quite long le...use comp in schl only...anw. who ask hostel lan to b like tt de.
where was i... o yah...actually nth much mre...on tt day when i was about to walk out of my rm to fetch yang yingying stopped me. then she started da3 ban4 me for the nxt half an hr.........
shit times up again. life sux.

pics of my cake n my yang... ^ ^

haha...this is the cake ^ ^
its nt as nice as i expected...但是也足以让球们大叫世界不公了...haha
and sushi i bought, n jelly strawberry...

okay here i am again~~ woohoo

hmm...where was i? oyah...bthdae cake...i shall put a picture of tt here sometime when the hostel LAN get rid of its constipation prob...
wanted to put alot of thgs on it but i seemed to overestimate its cross-sectional area...haha...n i dint kno why it gt slope =( i put strawberries on it then 1 hr ltr they all slided down...my cake hui3 rong2 le...) i am still quite proud of myself for the idea tt putting pudding on the cake instead of cream or anythg else. rich n tasty (oh no i feel myself really like a housewife le... start sharing experience on cooking alr!! =.=).
when i finish making the cake it was midnight alr i guess...n i went make a small card, u kno tt kind of "happy bthdae" ppl wld put on the cake. we will see it in the pics i'm gg 2 upload... its really cute. B U T... i made the most stupid mistake...i wrote yang's name WRONGLY...oh no...its 扬 bt i put 杨...argh...n i only realised it when yang pointed tt out to me....TOT wah...
here's some reminders for myself...1st..never put anythg on top of the pudding if i'm gg to leave it overnight...they will diffuse into each other n make the cake lks damn unfresh...n 2nd...always control the amount of water added to the jelly to minimum so tt it won't turn into liquid half an hr aft i take it out of the fridge!! =.=

when i 1st tot of my beautiful plan abt all the ecp thgy i really nv expect tt it can become ture...fr my past experience yang wld hv no time for those stuff n its highly probable tt we end up hving the cake standing at side of some street n go NTUC n back to our respective home. so when i asked him n he say 好啊 i was surprised... n v happy of course... hohoho... low expectation is a gd thg...he suggested tt i bring my laptop n watch e movies inside sme mre...n even suggested to go watch initial D...so nan2 de2...
hoho...time's up again...i luv schl days =.=

原来生日也不是那么容易过好的…… >.<

decided to celebrate yang's bthdae last saturday...coz he's in his stupid camp on his actual bdae which is e cming tuesday +_+... haiz... its a 大日子 leh. i started preparing for it quite long ago le, althou mostly in mind only, nv put into practice =P. i wanted to rush finish the big present (which i wanted to give him on Valentine's dae -_-!!! 狂汗……) bt once mre, i couldnt...ha ha ha...-_-b... so i decided to go ps n buy material 2 make a bthday cake for yang on friday aft my schl end^ ^. BT! when i reached schl in e morng i realised tt i nv bring my wallet... so i hd to rush back aft phy s paper n went out again...
spent quite sme time to find the location of ps... 实在辜负呆呆和姥姥的教诲... i took the wrong way again...haiz...路盲本性...then i bought really alot of thgs. bt e eggs n cake mix flour were ex at ps... so i made my way to bedok n bought those v NECCESARY thgs at NTUC...
i spent a lot of brain cells tried to think hw i can make his bdae memorable n full of fun. dun want to go NTUC n buy thgs then take mrt back to hm then tts all again!! in my beautiful plan i'm gg to take him directly back to my hostel, then take the cake n wateva food i make him to ecp...then hd our lunch there n eat the bthdae cake...take sme pics...n...erm ok...to 兑现 wat i promised last yr...*^^*...
aft i back to hostel i wanted to do a bit of homewk then go make cake de. coz i tot yang's bking out at smetime ard 1pm, so gt plenty of time. bt yang called me n said he's cming out at ard 8 or 9am...erm...haha...i was happy...bt hah! hv to start making cake le...okay...time's up...gg lecture...i luv school days +_+

sweet ^ ^

hehehe...this is the cake he bougnt me...
so sweet...both the cake n yang ^ ^








I want to make my mood better. So lets toke about our anniversary ^ ^
25th june was a Saturday….so he can book out. Rmb last time wat I wrote on the blog? I was wondering whether I’m feeling mre and mre leng3 dan4 2wards yang. Then on that day when he appears in front of me IN HIS CASUAL CLOTHES n ask for my hand, I was like super happy alr….hahaha…ran over n grab his hand….wah e feeling came back…I can stick to him n hold his arms n put my chin on his shoulder…heehee…so close…I love the feeling of him so much…*^^*
We went for lunch at KFC…hehe…so nice can touch him…even e chicken tasted better…we shared e fries and e salad, felt so sweet…
Aft lunch we went popular cos I wanted to buy a bio MCQ TYS. I chose one but later find it quite useless…qns inside r those I can do bt those I can’t do r nt inside…
Then went ntuc buy e usual stuff. I wish I didn’t buy apple n milk…
Then we went army market at larvender. He bought a lot of things. That doesn’t matter, the thg is tt he nv expect the thgs cost so much, so he nv bring so much money..then he borrowed fr me, bt altogether stil short of $4.5…oops…both wallets empty alr…
So we ran to MRT to lk for ATM then withdraw money, then he ran back 2 make the payment. Aft tt to my surprise he dragged me towards e direction opposite the bustop…there we reached a cake shop…he bought 2 heart shaped cakes for me ^ ^ today juz finished e second one…as sweet as him…
Here e funny thg starts.
We then went the bustop to wait for bus12. That was 6+pm only. When we were reaching there was a 12 reaching the bustop, we tried to catch it bt we failed…then we saw tt a lot of ppl on tt bus, packed like satin…lucky nv board…We toked while waiting, but the strange thg is bus 12 took long to come. We wait until 7pm, yang said he chuang3 huo4 le. Back hm too late. He then called home, his mom told him today gt NDP rehearsal, sme lines r cut…mayb 12 is one of them, juz nw the one was e last 12 of the day maybe…we wait until 730pm. Bcos we were carrying a lot of heavy thgs, yang chose nt to wait bt go mrt, take mrt to bedok and then take 196.
Here we went mrt. Aft we tap the ezlink card n go into the station, the PA system sounded…dear passengers…due to sme technical prob…the train will be delayed for 15mins…
Ok…15 mins still can wait. Bt aft they counted down for 10mins, 5 mins, the announcement goes back to 15 mins…another 15 mins…
We decided to go the other direction, to raffles place then take 196 there. We reached raffles place bt dunno where thw bustop is…aft reading the map…yang said lets try exit A 1st…
We exited thru A n yang managed to find the way to the bustop! We happily walked 2wards there…bt we saw sme army ppl there, telling us that the bustop is closed……..
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr……………
The we walk for one mre stop towards the direction the army pple told us. From far away we saw there was 1 3-digit number on the bustop…we prayed hard tt it was 196 while we were getting nearer n nearer…bt…it was 131……..
No choice…n we tried nt to take taxi coz no $$ -_-!!...poor pple like us…so we kp walking… its quite strange tt we kp seeing 196 pass us by, but when we reached another bustop there’s stil no 196. where did they cme from!! This stop gt a lot of buses. I noticed one 197, then quite happy cos 197 can reach my hostel then yang can take 196 fr there. Bt aft checking yang said it is e other direction…ermz… at this time yang suggested tt mayb they change the route of 196 temporarily bcoz of the NDP rehearsal. Mayb it stops here! A little bit of hope…n it really cmes! We were v v happy n waved like crazy…bt e driver juz drove past the stop while lking at us as if he was lking at 2 idiots…
Tts it. We made our final decision aft 20 mins. We took taxi. N e 1st taxi we waved at even ignored us…wth…lucky we managed to stop the 2nd 1…
By the time it dropped us in front of my hostel, it was 9:40pm alr…we took 3 hrs to cme back… ha, ha, ha….

Bt actually hor, I felt quite happy leh…thou yang said “stupid thgs ruin our special day”… e day b4 in the phone I asked yang to accompany me home tml as the anniversary pres since he 4get to bring the actual pres for me.. he said ok de…when we were at the bustop at larvender waiting for no.12, he told me he cant do so bcos too late le…was a bit sad. Bt all e stupid thgs helped him send me hm… n we stayed out late for a quite valid reason, he won’t get scolded and we were 2gether until 9:40pm…hehe. So happy. E only bad thg is tt e thgs we carried were too heavy. N worse still we had to carry our thgs on one hand only cos we wanted to hold hand. So v tired. Bt I dun mind ^ ^ bt I kno yang v v tired…he has been tired for the whole wk. at 1st I was worried abt my revision…cos exam wld start in two days…even took out notes to read at larvender mrt station. Bt later I nv care le. I believe I’ve studied enuf alr. Time 2 relax =) We were holding hands for the whole aftnn n night leh…so nice…^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ o o o o o luv dardar soooooooo much……….
Haha write blog until todae le…actually I started writing this ytdae. Todae I did thorough clean-up of my rm n toilet…so clean nw…everythg so neat… hohoho…劳动最光荣……really gd exercise… hehe

in goooooood mood.......

two v v nice thg happened...one, exam has juz ended this morning...two, i had a really special n, well, nice 1 yr anniversary...heeheehee ^^

as for the exam, hmm i started preparing for it rite aft my SAT...actually i've been mugging for the whole june... sometimes gt v frustrated...like when i set a goal to finish a paper b4 lunch but end up finishing it juz b4 i went 2 bed. n when i found that i nv played full-heartedly for the whole june!! tts damn pityful. i juz wish i can b like pple like yingying lo...can play until so crazy n started preparing so late bt then can finish up fast.
as for the exam papers themselves...i didnt find it v v difficult. mayb i overestimated the hardness of them. bt GP was nt v gd. think i may fail again...e essay nt really answering the question. n one thing i really hate myself is tt i always keep thinking abt my fault until v v yu4 men4...like today. when i was writing my 1st 2 paras of this blog, i said i was in gd mood...its true...bt nw i nt v happy...coz i found tt my chem paper gt one mcq WHICH I HAD DONE B4 N GT IT RITE, i did it wrongly. shit. damn it.
我是那种很在意别人对我的看法的人。这种人往往是最累也是最容易郁闷的。可是古训告诉我们说江山易改本性难移。所以我只能眼睁睁地看别人轻松自在，让那种羡慕肆无忌惮地加深我的郁闷 :'(
tts y i bu4 shuang3...cos i nv reach my expectation, which is i think quite reasonable for myself. i believe i am up to tt level. bt bcos of my stupid mistake, i'm telling OTHER PPLE tt i'm lousy. i wonder when i can overcome this problem.
aft exam i was quite happy...yah...cos i felt tt i did quite well for e chem paper....when i back to hostel n lie on bed i felt i miss yang alot..alotalot...mayb bcos of wu2 liao2...i can even feel the tears in my eyes...(actually there's always tears in any eyes. haha)arghhhh!!!!!!!!!! i want him to hughug me.........5...........n juz nw he called me saying he is NT coming out on saturday..........arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........wat e .....tt made my mood worse......this kind of mood is nt suitable for writing abt the happy anniversary. write nxt time. or at least another blog.

smehow i feel myself is bcming mre n mre desperate le...anw...