two v v nice thg happened...one, exam has juz ended this morning...two, i had a really special n, well, nice 1 yr anniversary...heeheehee ^^
as for the exam, hmm i started preparing for it rite aft my SAT...actually i've been mugging for the whole june... sometimes gt v frustrated...like when i set a goal to finish a paper b4 lunch but end up finishing it juz b4 i went 2 bed. n when i found that i nv played full-heartedly for the whole june!! tts damn pityful. i juz wish i can b like pple like yingying lo...can play until so crazy n started preparing so late bt then can finish up fast.
as for the exam papers themselves...i didnt find it v v difficult. mayb i overestimated the hardness of them. bt GP was nt v gd. think i may fail again...e essay nt really answering the question. n one thing i really hate myself is tt i always keep thinking abt my fault until v v yu4 men4...like today. when i was writing my 1st 2 paras of this blog, i said i was in gd mood...its true...bt nw i nt v happy...coz i found tt my chem paper gt one mcq WHICH I HAD DONE B4 N GT IT RITE, i did it wrongly. shit. damn it.
我是那种很在意别人对我的看法的人。这种人往往是最累也是最容易郁闷的。可是古训告诉我们说江山易改本性难移。所以我只能眼睁睁地看别人轻松自在，让那种羡慕肆无忌惮地加深我的郁闷 :'(
tts y i bu4 shuang3...cos i nv reach my expectation, which is i think quite reasonable for myself. i believe i am up to tt level. bt bcos of my stupid mistake, i'm telling OTHER PPLE tt i'm lousy. i wonder when i can overcome this problem.
aft exam i was quite happy...yah...cos i felt tt i did quite well for e chem paper....when i back to hostel n lie on bed i felt i miss yang alot..alotalot...mayb bcos of wu2 liao2...i can even feel the tears in my eyes...(actually there's always tears in any eyes. haha)arghhhh!!!!!!!!!! i want him to hughug me.........5...........n juz nw he called me saying he is NT coming out on saturday..........arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........wat e .....tt made my mood worse......this kind of mood is nt suitable for writing abt the happy anniversary. write nxt time. or at least another blog.
smehow i feel myself is bcming mre n mre desperate le...anw...
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