yah...as the title suggested...
the two wks or so b4 last sat was really bz...actually cant say bz, its like everyday one purpose only... then its like 4get abt time already. started practising n memorising e word list at abt one wk b4 schl end...i tink when i wrote my last blog i'v alr started sme form of revision. haha. in fact its as impt as e A levels if nt mre...bt i only spend 2 wks mugging on tt...isit bcoz i too lazy to start early, kind of dilatory(haha 1 of e new words i learn)...or its really useless mugging...coz my standard is there alr...
hmm wateva...i hv to admit tt its useful memorising word list...if i nv studied tt, i cld hv died... during e test i saw a lot of words i nv knew b4 i studied e word list. so i'm still thankful.
on e dae...i shld say i didnt do v well. esp e essay, i juz wrote a opening n 1 mre paragraph. 20min is shorter than i expected. smetimes didnt kno wat i was reading. gt 1 section nv finish. in a word it is worse than any practice test i did... n i tink its a bit hard for me to hit 2000. anw.
sat aft e test i wandered ard on e street for a while. a bit lost, cos suddenly nth 2 do. i find myself quite 难伺候...when hv 2 study feel v stressed n frustrated, when nth 2 do then feel v bored n meaningless...haiz...dunno wat can make me feel e best...when i was in the lift up tp my rm i was thinking...wat if i initiate a project, do sme research on sme kind of 'optimum' condition for a gd mood...external environment...hormone secretion...individual cases...hmm sound intriguing...
on fri, tt was e dae b4 my SAT...went out with yang, went mp lib 2 study. tt was e happiest dae i had with yang...really...mayb its bcos he was by my side, n i can feel him 4 e whole aftnn..i find tt i prefer this rather than a tight hug last for a few seconds...he was also v relaxed...unlike when i go 'buy thgs' with him, he s always rushing n worrying abt his army stuff...his smile really really charming. v v v v v nice to look at. lucky no1 else hs discovered yet...haha
he gt back on wed...i waited for him at pasir ris for 1+hr, then he aked me 2 go tampines 2 cont waiting...was abit unhappy...wah lau my SAT on saturday leh...waste my time like tt...when he appeared in front of me n told me he stil hv 2 go buy thgs n asked me 2 wait again i cldnt help bt said "faster la" with an angry tone...bt e nxt second i started to try suppressing my anger...he lked so tired..n he carried such big bags, each one almost as big as he himself..n damn heavy...i sent a msg telling him 2 take his time to buy thgs, i can wait. i kno he juz marched 32km. when he's back i toked 2 him happily... n helped him carry one of the bags. i shld say v heavy...bt within my capacity. bt cant imagine wat if i hv 2 carry one mre which is even heavier...poor yang. he fell aslp on the bus...n drooled =P yang...555...dun b upset abt ur posting k? its nth, really...juz bear with it for a few months...anw it cant b changed, no point angry with it...k? hug hug... dan always on ur side =D ^^
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