oyes i was killed by the physics and bio-D CA on tuesday.
we were supposed to have 1 and a half hours to finish the PC1143 CA, but i guess most of us finish the 25 MCQs in like 40 minutes? not because i am zai ok... its because there was little complicated calculation or integration, but a lot of confusing conceptal stuff. so if you do not know or not sure about it, that's it! no matter how much time u spend u also dunno the rite ans. so very very sian alr... plus the test was like if u leave blank, u get zero, if u got it wrong u will get minus mark! arghhh so gross
i though i was quite well prepared for my bio-D but i was WRONG. the first word in the first question got me stunned. dunno wat the hell it is... and i dun have a textbook, so cannot flip to the index part and look for the word, like what other people do. and my essay was also shitty... short and untidy, a lot of wrong info... haizhaiz... and I HATE TAKING OPENBOOK TEST IN LT! the table was soooo small la how do you think i can put all my books and notes on it??? and some more my table was tilted so all my things kept sliding down...
in one word, frustrated!
in case u r wondering why i had only 2 tests... on the day just before tuesday, after i spent the whole morning and afternoon studying the 3rd test, the prof emailed us and say 'o lets put it on next tuesday'...
still... frustrated...
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things coming up:
Tuesday: UAR2204 test, UAR2204 Final Project DUE
Wednesday: MasteringPhysics online assessment 5 DUE
Friday: USE2304 Final Project DUE, UAR2204 Final Project presentation
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and then its the start of reading week... and my first exam is on 21 Apr, saturday...
orz...
jiayou bah...
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oyah, muz thank kane and colin for helping me on my UAR2204 sonic art final project =D big big thanks!!!
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i seem to think less about him le... thanks to all my friends in hall, in PGP (esp the round thing in blk 2), and in Australia =) and baba mama
or is it because i have to shift my attention to the endless school work...hahahahahahaha
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o i went National Museum of Singapore at Stamford Road last thursday. it was for my USE2304 essay, but i recommend u all to go as well... it's not an outdated place. very fun and high-tech! and can learn a lot of expected things. student price only $5. singaporeans, u all should be proud of this museum...
Friday, April 06, 2007
Thursday, March 29, 2007
dead...
who is more power than me..
let's look at what i have got here:
1.physics lab report, due tomorrow 4pm (got lesson from 10-12am, n 2-4pm, so need to hand up before 2pm)
2. usp singapore studies essay, due next monday.
and the best of all...
3. THREE CAs on next TUESDAY.
physics + life sciences + sonic art and sciences.
in short, i'm dead.
let's look at what i have got here:
1.physics lab report, due tomorrow 4pm (got lesson from 10-12am, n 2-4pm, so need to hand up before 2pm)
2. usp singapore studies essay, due next monday.
and the best of all...
3. THREE CAs on next TUESDAY.
physics + life sciences + sonic art and sciences.
in short, i'm dead.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
DND!
had enuf about talking about the pig jingyang alr. now i'm gg to blog some fun things...
today was my hall KE7 DnD!
ok it was yesterday. guys u muz get used to my blogging timing ok...haha.
had quite a great time with all the hall people. my table was basically a wushu table, with yuanyan aka YY, the ex-wushu captain, and his gf yueting, who was also my XQRJ collegue, and hanwei, the psychotic wushu senior, together with his gf angele, who was also from VJ S1. and also wuhong, my vice-captain, hueyshin, nxt yr's captain, and me, nxt yr's vice =.= we also have jason, who was a senior no longer staying in hall (so i dunno him) and his gf (i think?) charmaine, who's also in DanzDemons (KE7 dance group) with me. so we are a very nice bunch of 9 people! YY, yueting, hanwei, angele, hueyshin n me are all from GH block some more! haha
food was super nice. service also super nice. the only thing was that the place was too far away from hall, but i dun mind much abt it cos just bcos of this we can tokok and entertain ourselves in the bus LOL
then the pagent and manhunt contest... we GH block won them all!! both pagent and manhunt winners were from GH! Congrats Geri and Colin! their latin dance was super nice la, love it alot. i knew geri sure win the pagents one. for guys... there was this guy from AB block who was quite good-looking. but i totally dunno wat he was talking about during QnA session! i think nobody know, including himself XD. and our colin answer his qn very well! haha so he won =D
Congrats again Geri n Colin!!
and of course, we took pics like mad. i finally had the courage to wear the silver gown i bought when i was in JC! hehe and i did make up for myself =p
me and wuhong, our dear vice-cap. 老好人一个。now learning spear with me!
XQRJ photo! from left to right, Kane aka Kane Handsome Bong, design head, also JCRC vice-president! damn powerful. and he kept saying i look good today. lol 听者暗爽阿！haha. then me, obviously. then dear hueyshin, my neighbour cum dance mate cun wushu mate sun XQRJ marketing mate. then ah Seng, 9th XQRJ head. small eyes, look serious but super 8. then yueting, YY's gf, my dance mate and nxt year XQRJ head!
orz...looks like blogger dun allow me to upload any more pics. or isit i'm lousy only. haha. anw, its getting late...go slp le. tmr gg SING with yiwei aka BALL! hahahahahaha
oh no i cant post the pics at all!!! AT ALL!!! anw...juz post first without pics...i'm damn tired...
today was my hall KE7 DnD!
ok it was yesterday. guys u muz get used to my blogging timing ok...haha.
had quite a great time with all the hall people. my table was basically a wushu table, with yuanyan aka YY, the ex-wushu captain, and his gf yueting, who was also my XQRJ collegue, and hanwei, the psychotic wushu senior, together with his gf angele, who was also from VJ S1. and also wuhong, my vice-captain, hueyshin, nxt yr's captain, and me, nxt yr's vice =.= we also have jason, who was a senior no longer staying in hall (so i dunno him) and his gf (i think?) charmaine, who's also in DanzDemons (KE7 dance group) with me. so we are a very nice bunch of 9 people! YY, yueting, hanwei, angele, hueyshin n me are all from GH block some more! haha
food was super nice. service also super nice. the only thing was that the place was too far away from hall, but i dun mind much abt it cos just bcos of this we can tokok and entertain ourselves in the bus LOL
then the pagent and manhunt contest... we GH block won them all!! both pagent and manhunt winners were from GH! Congrats Geri and Colin! their latin dance was super nice la, love it alot. i knew geri sure win the pagents one. for guys... there was this guy from AB block who was quite good-looking. but i totally dunno wat he was talking about during QnA session! i think nobody know, including himself XD. and our colin answer his qn very well! haha so he won =D
Congrats again Geri n Colin!!
and of course, we took pics like mad. i finally had the courage to wear the silver gown i bought when i was in JC! hehe and i did make up for myself =p
me and wuhong, our dear vice-cap. 老好人一个。now learning spear with me!
XQRJ photo! from left to right, Kane aka Kane Handsome Bong, design head, also JCRC vice-president! damn powerful. and he kept saying i look good today. lol 听者暗爽阿！haha. then me, obviously. then dear hueyshin, my neighbour cum dance mate cun wushu mate sun XQRJ marketing mate. then ah Seng, 9th XQRJ head. small eyes, look serious but super 8. then yueting, YY's gf, my dance mate and nxt year XQRJ head!
orz...looks like blogger dun allow me to upload any more pics. or isit i'm lousy only. haha. anw, its getting late...go slp le. tmr gg SING with yiwei aka BALL! hahahahahaha
oh no i cant post the pics at all!!! AT ALL!!! anw...juz post first without pics...i'm damn tired...
Thursday, March 22, 2007
those army days...
watched Army Daze today, during USP singapore studies lesson (cutest lecturer in USP ever! must take USE2304 if u r in usp ok).
realised that jingyang's NS covered 2 years out of the 2 yrs 8months of us being together... lol
and those are ironically the happiest days =) when he can actually call me almost everyday, and we tell each other about our days..
soon after he out of NS we byebye le =( i had been looking forward to the day he out of army leh... aiyoh.
still remember the day he out of BMT, carring two huge bags at Tampinese. sad for him leh, where is he going to find another girlfriend who can help him carry one of the two bags which have sizes comparable as her size? =P lol
oh maybe he dun need a girl like tt any more. he will never go for another BMT liao wat.
really got to SEE the true lives of new bee army guys in the movie. being all alone at first, get scolded by sergeants, doing bumping all the time, obstacle courses, 32k marches, field camps, guard duties... familiar terms. jingyang has gone through all these... haiz... still feel xin1 teng2, and want to hug him...
maybe its those tiring and difficult days that makes him need me more.
like wat zhanjiang said, after one whole tiring day, both mentally and physically exhausted, lying on bed, sure think of gf one.
in the movie the gf of one recruit almost fell in love with someone else.
the guy was damn sad, cos they were like so loving.
n i cried, of course silently la, so nobody in the classroom noticed.
complex feeling arouse when i go back and read through my entries in earlier day when we were together and he in the army...
我挺过了那段寂寞，你却先离开了我。
anw
并不想要抱怨我的付出没有得到相等的回报
也不想要指责扬有什么不好
因为 这些能换来的或许只有感激和愧疚
无数个的谢谢你和对不起
虽然都是三个字
我想我明白 我不会再从他口中听到 我爱你
所以 不会再去挽留没有了爱的感情
只是有些小小眷恋和惋惜
仅此而已
realised that jingyang's NS covered 2 years out of the 2 yrs 8months of us being together... lol
and those are ironically the happiest days =) when he can actually call me almost everyday, and we tell each other about our days..
soon after he out of NS we byebye le =( i had been looking forward to the day he out of army leh... aiyoh.
still remember the day he out of BMT, carring two huge bags at Tampinese. sad for him leh, where is he going to find another girlfriend who can help him carry one of the two bags which have sizes comparable as her size? =P lol
oh maybe he dun need a girl like tt any more. he will never go for another BMT liao wat.
really got to SEE the true lives of new bee army guys in the movie. being all alone at first, get scolded by sergeants, doing bumping all the time, obstacle courses, 32k marches, field camps, guard duties... familiar terms. jingyang has gone through all these... haiz... still feel xin1 teng2, and want to hug him...
maybe its those tiring and difficult days that makes him need me more.
like wat zhanjiang said, after one whole tiring day, both mentally and physically exhausted, lying on bed, sure think of gf one.
in the movie the gf of one recruit almost fell in love with someone else.
the guy was damn sad, cos they were like so loving.
n i cried, of course silently la, so nobody in the classroom noticed.
complex feeling arouse when i go back and read through my entries in earlier day when we were together and he in the army...
我挺过了那段寂寞，你却先离开了我。
anw
并不想要抱怨我的付出没有得到相等的回报
也不想要指责扬有什么不好
因为 这些能换来的或许只有感激和愧疚
无数个的谢谢你和对不起
虽然都是三个字
我想我明白 我不会再从他口中听到 我爱你
所以 不会再去挽留没有了爱的感情
只是有些小小眷恋和惋惜
仅此而已
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Monday, March 19, 2007
angry at myself
Ok. Now. Tell me what’s so good about him that u cant let go.
He never give u any present for the three valentines’ days.
He nv tell his family about your existence.
He dare not to pick up ur calls when he is at home.
He always has to go back home before 7pm.
He dun remember the day when u first kissed him.
He nv giv u any surprise.
He only writes to u three times. First one was when u just started, second one was u asked for it and he dragged one month, and the third one was the one telling u ‘thank u for being by my side when I was at my lowest point’. And take into account that u like guys to write to u.
He is always not there for u when u need him the most. Either bcos he’s busy, or he has to cope with his family.
His sms-es are always short and say the same thing.
He was only with u for ur first birthday and first anniversary.
He never give u any flower, although he promised to.
He try to avoid meeting ur friends, when u r actually proud of him in front of them.
U cook for him, save good food for him, go meet him on impulse. In return he told u its not convenient.
He can be late for more than half an hour. For many times.
He answer ur questions with ‘I dunno’, or insist on u answering the same question first before he answer.
He always fall aslp.
He never check emails, seldom on msn, and never read ur blog.
He forever refused to do any small little crazy thing with u, like go back to VJ in uniform.
He seldom share with u his life in the past, even when u show interest.
And he knows little about ur background, and Chinese culture, which u want ur guy to know.
So u see it? He is NOT ur guy.
Stop missing his hugs, his kisses, his smile, his sea coconut, his curry puff, his early sms-es or whatever. It is so damn SUPERFACIAL! Come on la u dun need all those!
Please. Wake up. Kick him away from ur mind. DO WORK. Ur Mr. Right is still somewhere in the near future waiting for u.
He never give u any present for the three valentines’ days.
He nv tell his family about your existence.
He dare not to pick up ur calls when he is at home.
He always has to go back home before 7pm.
He dun remember the day when u first kissed him.
He nv giv u any surprise.
He only writes to u three times. First one was when u just started, second one was u asked for it and he dragged one month, and the third one was the one telling u ‘thank u for being by my side when I was at my lowest point’. And take into account that u like guys to write to u.
He is always not there for u when u need him the most. Either bcos he’s busy, or he has to cope with his family.
His sms-es are always short and say the same thing.
He was only with u for ur first birthday and first anniversary.
He never give u any flower, although he promised to.
He try to avoid meeting ur friends, when u r actually proud of him in front of them.
U cook for him, save good food for him, go meet him on impulse. In return he told u its not convenient.
He can be late for more than half an hour. For many times.
He answer ur questions with ‘I dunno’, or insist on u answering the same question first before he answer.
He always fall aslp.
He never check emails, seldom on msn, and never read ur blog.
He forever refused to do any small little crazy thing with u, like go back to VJ in uniform.
He seldom share with u his life in the past, even when u show interest.
And he knows little about ur background, and Chinese culture, which u want ur guy to know.
So u see it? He is NOT ur guy.
Stop missing his hugs, his kisses, his smile, his sea coconut, his curry puff, his early sms-es or whatever. It is so damn SUPERFACIAL! Come on la u dun need all those!
Please. Wake up. Kick him away from ur mind. DO WORK. Ur Mr. Right is still somewhere in the near future waiting for u.
Friday, March 16, 2007
珊瑚海
海平面远方开始阴霾
悲伤要怎么平静纯白
我的脸上 始终挟带
一抹浅浅的无奈
你用唇语说你要离开
心不在
那难过无声慢了下来
汹涌潮水 你听明白
不是浪而是泪海
转身离开
分手说不出来（你有话说不出来）
海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
我们的爱 差异一直存在 回不来
风中尘埃 竟累积成伤害（等待竟累积成伤害）
转身离开
分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此（你有我的） 不够成熟坦白
不应该
热情不再 笑容勉强不来
爱深埋珊瑚海
毁坏的沙雕如何重来
有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
只是一切结束太快
你说你无法释怀
贝壳里隐藏什么期待
等花儿开
我们也已经无心再猜
脸上海风 咸咸的爱
尝不出还有未来
转身离开
分手说不出来（你有话说不出来）
海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
我们的爱 差异一直存在
回不来
风中尘埃 竟累积成伤害（等待竟累积成伤害）
转身离开 分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此（你有我的） 不够成熟坦白
不应该
热情不在 你的笑容勉强不来
爱深埋珊瑚海
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this song used to be my favourate... now listening to it, suddenly realise it is so 贴切...
yes, i still need time.
悲伤要怎么平静纯白
我的脸上 始终挟带
一抹浅浅的无奈
你用唇语说你要离开
心不在
那难过无声慢了下来
汹涌潮水 你听明白
不是浪而是泪海
转身离开
分手说不出来（你有话说不出来）
海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
我们的爱 差异一直存在 回不来
风中尘埃 竟累积成伤害（等待竟累积成伤害）
转身离开
分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此（你有我的） 不够成熟坦白
不应该
热情不再 笑容勉强不来
爱深埋珊瑚海
毁坏的沙雕如何重来
有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
只是一切结束太快
你说你无法释怀
贝壳里隐藏什么期待
等花儿开
我们也已经无心再猜
脸上海风 咸咸的爱
尝不出还有未来
转身离开
分手说不出来（你有话说不出来）
海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
我们的爱 差异一直存在
回不来
风中尘埃 竟累积成伤害（等待竟累积成伤害）
转身离开 分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此（你有我的） 不够成熟坦白
不应该
热情不在 你的笑容勉强不来
爱深埋珊瑚海
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this song used to be my favourate... now listening to it, suddenly realise it is so 贴切...
yes, i still need time.
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