拥抱

能够被拥抱，真的是一件很幸福的事情。

tired

very tired today...

just came back not long ago. just bathed, and now gg to slp.

weird. never feel such tiredness these few days.maybe it's from the pasting of hundreds over 1*5mm staircases on the model. or the discussion.or some other things.

with a not so good mood also...

anwz


really really tired... without a single bit of strength...

what is that supposed to be?

last nite, i once again slpt on the same bed with a GUY.

Kane fled to our room with his pillow, and slpt between me and ellen on the king size bed made up by two single beds.

and the day before, engseng slpt in our room on this bed.

and a few days ago, ellen went to her aunt's house. i fled to kane's room and slpt on the same bed with him and ah kok.

not forgetting that vodka nite, when five of us, shin, engseng, ellen, kane and me fell unconscious in our room on the same bed.

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for those who know, u can see the problem here. rite?

not that i mind. just that... is that a couple supposed to be?

or i shouldnt use the phrase 'supposed to'. =S

anw...

i understand them perfectly. the feeling of having the loved one to hug u to sleep is so sweet and unresistable. and it is the most wonderful thing that the first thing u see when u open ur eyes in the morning is the lovely face of ur guy/ ur gal.

and i know they won't cross the line. well, at least for the time being.

so actually i'm quite glad to give up my bed to them, although i will suan them whenever i can =P

but somehow... still feel weird. is it becos it's too fast? erm...

a bit worried. the feeling is seductive, but it can reach a climax fast also... then be gone fast as well...

dunno. if i just put myself in their shoes, i will surely hope my friend can give me chance to be alone with my guy one. so i cant apply a different standard on other people.

but... aiyohhhhhhh

grr.

finally! start doing the actual model!

after so many times of trial and error, so many times of testing different materials and approaches, we finally embarked on the actual model building this morning!!

strictly speaking, we started last week, if taking into account all the calculation and measurement work for planning.

so what we did today was to go to archi lab and cut the boards with different shapes. freezed in the lab for 3+hrs, after many times of trial and error (again) and mistakes, we managed to get some products. after we went back, we couldnt wait but to start building with the cut boards...

it was nice! =D

dun want our competitors to see my blog and get to know what we are doing, so i shall not say anything more here. want to know more? come to Rag Day 2007 and cheer for KE7's float! its gonna be awesome XD. 11 Aug 2007, evening, at Padang near city hall MRT. Cya all!!


another thing that is nice is the feeling that time runs fast when i was working on hands-on stuff... yup =)

=专心漂浮=

did this

yes i did this stupid childish thing.

its true that i really want to share something with people around me, things that are interesting and happy. but other things, i'm still not used to expose them fully to many people.

it seems getting out of control. so... sorry.

wish to stop ppl from perceiving this act as a ranking or prioritising of my friends. i dun mean this at all.

late le.

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I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around,
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
Not even close
Not even a little bit
Not even at all.

= 10 things i hate about you=

better dayz... =)

since we have decided on doing a model, days look much better now... maybe it's not the major reason, but who cares XD

bcos bcos bcos, for static rite, most of our job is brain labour, so we were like trying to squeeze out our brain juice to link our float with the concept, think about how to present the float in a static state without all the special effects and changes of scenes, how to psycho the judges to gove more pts etc etc... which may sound simple, but actually NOT. i'd rather do some hands-on things, which have some concrete final product, rather than having endless brainstorming ALL THE TIME, think of ideas, quarrel over ideas, vote, persuade people who dun agree, idea rejected, everything not finalised until the rag day itself.

the saddest thing is that quite a number of people still DUNNO what static does! honestly it feels bad, cos when people come to me and ask "你们static到底是干嘛的阿??", i feel like other people see us like doing nothing down here, cos they see us as always facing laptop, or talking among ourselves, or going insult other people, blah blah blah. maybe not that extreme, but something like that. but but but, its only my feeling, i kno people may not think in that way =) and thank ppl who asked, at least u all still bother to ask =,=b

so when we can finally start on doing the model, we can finally do something that gives us a concrete product. plus, we can really show other people WE ARE WORKING~ although we have always been working..

lol

today we static team went to the stadium tour, had a really good look at the 'grand old dame'. quite confident that we can do a nice and precise model of the stadium. dun play play k, we even went count the no. of pillars XD. then we went plaza singapura and orchard to buy materials. had a fun time there! maybe bcos i drank a cup of starbucks ice latte (heavenly feeling~ got quite high as a result XD). haha. any material we saw we also could laugh at it. beads, clay, mosses, styrofoam, sand paper etc. etc. ... LOL. then at orchard when we were looking around for materials, we entred this store selling toys. saw a lot of wooden toys i used to play when i was young! like the animal-shaped trolly thingy, when u drag it will move with mouth open close, or shake their heads, or move the bodies... and also other wooden toys, cute and childish... we three were like 返老还童 at that time! and we have to keep reminding ourselves that 我们已经长大了~ to prevent us from being overjoyed. major LOL

one not-so-good thing. we walked A LOT today. walked from hall to buona vista flyover to take bus 14, then the 2 hours stadium tour (climb up and down...), took but from stadium to ps, but 1+ hours walking in the huge Spotlight store, then walk from ps to ngee ann city... 2+ hours walking in there, then... since we couldnt find the right bustop on the on-way orchard road, we walked towards a wrong direction for about 5mins, then have to walk back when we realised we were not heading to any bustop...

anw

stil happy. for the time being =)

o yesterday, i mean wednesday nite, i had a dream again! i remembered it when i just woke up on thursday morning, but now i can hardly recall anything... =S but... i think it was a happy dream also =D

congrats to YY, for finishing his studies in NUS... miss u quite a bit, muz come back frequently before i meet u in MOE k? lol

and congrats to colin too, for being the 2nd person in history to be admitted in ISE while still in the double degree programme! =D

飘走~

fantastic...

check these.

they are models.

MODELS!!!

omg.