last post before exam ends, i think

去吃午餐的路上遇到靖雯。

她说：

“你奋斗得还好吧？

看你，走路的样子都变了。

像是好久没跳舞了。”

with swollen eyes

Our CA1 starts. In the mist of examinations.

Helpsheet will be Skype.

I miss you baby. But I will learn to be stronger, til the day I will see you again =)

muackz

a dark afternoon

he is sleeping soundly beside me...

he is leaving. really soon.



...
dun be mistaken. we are at central library now.

exam post

状态比较不好



i kno everything as i don't kno.



something is disturbing me greatly.


i keep telling myself dun be so ganjiong and try to study happily. but apparently i failed.

i can feel i'm physically and mentlly perishing inside this study room...
and shit where are you

just want to write something...

had not a very happy day.

i see i was enjoying the relationship too much. well i tot i dun need to worry too much, just follow my feeling.

but then hey of course, i have no problem pretending. really. i was just too unpretended. u saw it, i was still smiling and laughing and holding ur hand when u said all those, wasnt i? like i really dun mind.

somehow it feels like 3 March 2007, on the A2 bus, when i hold that hand tightly for the last time, smiling and telling him to say to me for the last time i love you. then alight, walk and walk without turning back.

yes yes i will not be so thoughtless any more. i shld understand the world doesnt go with my rules only, no matter how nice the rules are. there are other 6 billion ppl around, with their preferred rules. and of course i won't die of pretending. ppl pretend all the time, isnt it.

just that hmm i have to start this when u r about to leave. when we r supposed to treasure the limited time together and be closer, in the sense. bit ironic yah. but then again, who knows, it may help alleviate the uncomfortableness after u leave. always look at the bright side of life.

looks like i really treat here like a rubbish bin. haha, cos time has proven that here has only 2 readers, including myself.

just a side note, i dun imply a break-up in any way. i'm still in love, just that i may have to, erm, stay a bit further away.

exam period. no useless thought.

laptop reinstalled!!

thx dear~~

now finally IE7 and office2007. ball u dun hv to laugh at me le... lol

and finally can access gmail and blogger le... =)

now reading week already. jut started mugging tonite 8 o'clock. before that was slacking...



just now was calling my mum. knew something jz said and am angry now!

NOT HAPPY!