u let him wait too long, he loses passion and run away.
u let him get hold of u, he complains he lost the wonderful feeling of chasing for love and is not satisfied as well.
wtf so funny.
pardon me for my words. i just suddenly lost interest on this stupid relationship. i think i got better things to do.
let's hope this feeling is temporary.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
昨天是上班的最后一天。
其实现在还有半篇reflection没写完。没心思写。
seng came back.
i miss him.
yang at training again.
no email from him.
i'm so fed up with myself being so desperate.
i want to be his special one with exclusive privilege.
zhongyuan's new roommate is a pain in my ass.
i registered xiaonei.
i saw his posts.
i know he is tired. and stressed. and many other things.
i want to say, i had the similar feeling as well, but my emphasis is on wat i gain now. if u r sooo sad about wat u have lost that u think wat u gained is not enough to make it up, really, i dun mind giving it back to u.
其实现在还有半篇reflection没写完。没心思写。
seng came back.
i miss him.
yang at training again.
no email from him.
i'm so fed up with myself being so desperate.
i want to be his special one with exclusive privilege.
zhongyuan's new roommate is a pain in my ass.
i registered xiaonei.
i saw his posts.
i know he is tired. and stressed. and many other things.
i want to say, i had the similar feeling as well, but my emphasis is on wat i gain now. if u r sooo sad about wat u have lost that u think wat u gained is not enough to make it up, really, i dun mind giving it back to u.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
big day
today has been a fruitful day. many things accomplished. good good.
although the day started by me overslept a bit and got waken up by Mrs Ho's call, i got the day right back by jumping up and rushing to Prof Ho's car in 8 minutes.
then 7:45am, i taught, for the first time, in a classroom.
it was not very good. i was very lacking in experience on how to bring the knowledge across, so my teacher mentor had to stop me quite a few times and add on to make sure the pupils understand. and now i know wat is more scary than students talking non-stop -- it's when they show blank faces and never response! u can see they dun care, they dun buy u, they are doing their own stuff, all sorts of things.
but, my point is, i'm glad that i asked for hands-on teaching. i really learnt a lotttt more from this than from mere observation.
10:15am, another class. teach the same thing. it was better. thanks to the experience from the first class. i'm happy.
12pm, had a nice and full lunch. FMSS's dumpling must be their signature.
4pm, our project presentation. YEAH FINALLY ITS DONEEEEEEEEEEEE
I'm so relieved!
=) yah, it was really painful and rush. that explains my absence of entries last few days.
then lastly, wushu training today was fruitful too! me and irene do sword combi-s 10 times each, i can feel i'm improving! must thank irene a lottttt!! =D
==========
oyah. one minor incident.
my butt got poked by the protruding sharp corner of the white board in my office. didnt know it's so serious until i saw blood on my white pants... and the hole on my pants...
=.= like that also kena poke....
although the day started by me overslept a bit and got waken up by Mrs Ho's call, i got the day right back by jumping up and rushing to Prof Ho's car in 8 minutes.
then 7:45am, i taught, for the first time, in a classroom.
it was not very good. i was very lacking in experience on how to bring the knowledge across, so my teacher mentor had to stop me quite a few times and add on to make sure the pupils understand. and now i know wat is more scary than students talking non-stop -- it's when they show blank faces and never response! u can see they dun care, they dun buy u, they are doing their own stuff, all sorts of things.
but, my point is, i'm glad that i asked for hands-on teaching. i really learnt a lotttt more from this than from mere observation.
10:15am, another class. teach the same thing. it was better. thanks to the experience from the first class. i'm happy.
12pm, had a nice and full lunch. FMSS's dumpling must be their signature.
4pm, our project presentation. YEAH FINALLY ITS DONEEEEEEEEEEEE
I'm so relieved!
=) yah, it was really painful and rush. that explains my absence of entries last few days.
then lastly, wushu training today was fruitful too! me and irene do sword combi-s 10 times each, i can feel i'm improving! must thank irene a lottttt!! =D
==========
oyah. one minor incident.
my butt got poked by the protruding sharp corner of the white board in my office. didnt know it's so serious until i saw blood on my white pants... and the hole on my pants...
=.= like that also kena poke....
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
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BABY 怎么忘记 怎么放弃
那段属于我们的回忆
已经住在心底 一直都会记起
我们在一起的雨季
BABY 你现在在哪里
躲在谁的心里偷偷住着一个小小的你
我想要对你讲的那些难猜的题
你是不是都早已经忘记
那段属于我们的回忆
已经住在心底 一直都会记起
我们在一起的雨季
BABY 你现在在哪里
躲在谁的心里偷偷住着一个小小的你
我想要对你讲的那些难猜的题
你是不是都早已经忘记
= on 12 July =
Thursday, July 10, 2008
today
read textbook in study room for the whole morning
go school waste time dealing with others and try to study some papers for USP biophysics project - for the sake of spending the 4 hours from 1 to 5pm
then 5pm, teacher appreciation dinner. kinda weird, even though i believe we deserve the dinner very much given the fact that we set up a super-market in the school hall by 5 of us and stand there be the salesgirl/salesguy for them and NOT GETTING PAID
rush finish dinner, didnt feel like taking much even though the food is really nice. then come back hall, start wushu training.
then kengyong came.
i think i'm quite smart in taking off my specs so that i cant see him (and everything else) clearly so that i can afford to face him without much uneasiness.
he still jumps high, plays fast. lucky he didnt do tang2lang2. or i will die.
he must be the only one that i didnt talk to at all today. somehow trying to avoid him by doing stretching and bending my head down. others still play with me furiously, irene even draw line around me when i stayed stagnant with my head bent down in a splitting pose, and wrote "crime scene".
everyone is laughing and happy. i dunno what is on his face.
then on my way back to my room, i saw a big spider with 7 legs.
go school waste time dealing with others and try to study some papers for USP biophysics project - for the sake of spending the 4 hours from 1 to 5pm
then 5pm, teacher appreciation dinner. kinda weird, even though i believe we deserve the dinner very much given the fact that we set up a super-market in the school hall by 5 of us and stand there be the salesgirl/salesguy for them and NOT GETTING PAID
rush finish dinner, didnt feel like taking much even though the food is really nice. then come back hall, start wushu training.
then kengyong came.
i think i'm quite smart in taking off my specs so that i cant see him (and everything else) clearly so that i can afford to face him without much uneasiness.
he still jumps high, plays fast. lucky he didnt do tang2lang2. or i will die.
he must be the only one that i didnt talk to at all today. somehow trying to avoid him by doing stretching and bending my head down. others still play with me furiously, irene even draw line around me when i stayed stagnant with my head bent down in a splitting pose, and wrote "crime scene".
everyone is laughing and happy. i dunno what is on his face.
then on my way back to my room, i saw a big spider with 7 legs.
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