心情恶劣到一种地步
antisocial到一种地步

看谁都觉得面目可憎
都不想理
都想翻白眼
都想顶回去

wats in my mind

事情 ICN IVP Lab report 哲 电话 skype 睡觉 没时间 效率 dance choreo 人际 email 爱情 有病 分手 laptop UROPS 不清醒 智商低 演戏 没用 练习 不想睡 不能睡 吵 闭嘴 滚 MSN 朋友 没意义 在干嘛 放弃 对着干 懊恼 硬撑 选择 抱怨 去死 安静 一个人 dun care

i realise i actually hate women who talk too much, with a pitch way too high, and for too long, especially when th number of women talking together is too many.

！！！！吵死拉！！！！！

Lassen Sie mich in Ruhe!!!!!!!

moan

i feel wrong.

ever since the semester started.



i was quite low before the holiday started, over zhe's departure to france and the tons of things-to-do during the holidays. but towards the end of the holiday i was happy again, cos i found it interesting and fulfilling. though busy.

and then the 'business' never seemed to stop when the semester starts.


it just feel very wrong. i'm tired almost all the time. many times cannot concentrate on studying. even if i can concentrate, when sitting for CA my brain become unclear and blank again.

i do every thing very slowly without me feeling that. time just seems to fly with the speed of light. and everything seems so un-fruitful.

the many CCAs i'm involved in, i also do them very slowly without me noticing that.

i just dun want to use my brain.

and i'm really tired everyday.



i wonder how i achieve my last sem. it felt strongly that last sem almost everything feels right and i was happy.


perhaps the only a-bit-happy thing is that i finally summon up the courage to choreo a dance. even though now it becomes a burden to me. well not quite.

i really love to dance.

*sign off and go for QM3 lecture*

2nd entry of the sem

这是开学以来的第二篇。

时间就这么嗖~的一下全都过去了。我就是在忙啊、忙啊、忙啊、忙啊。就到mid term了。

奥运会开了又闭了。残奥也开了又闭了。
武术全国赛好像已经是上辈子的事了。
一瞬间我怎么成了campus coach.
election comm 轰轰烈烈地也走完了一遭。
UROP好像没开始多久，但怎么就跟lab里的人那么熟了呢。
experimental II 竟然一半credit已经被我干掉了。
俊哲的彦文表弟也接待了。
我的生日也过了。
俊哲生日的礼物也寄了。
火也救了一场，PR身份还挺吃香。
还看了两场dance concert，一场相声。
第一次choreo一整个舞蹈竟然也就编完了。
SEP的事情倒是还没搞定，不过Dean's Office的人都认识我了。

就这样，我浑浑噩噩跨进了我的22岁。





PS: 就生日那天本身而言，谢谢阿真，球，吉波，歆，一大帮子KE的朋友，还有哲，还有那些sms或msn祝贺我的人 =) 你们带给了我这段忙碌而郁闷的时间里不多的快乐。

happening

真是多事之秋。

attachment结束后那段时间看很多周星驰的戏。没事干就在youtube上搜steven chow。东成西就和方世玉也被我抓来看了几遍。看来我是需要感受智商降低的效果。迫切地不想用脑。

alternate days 一如既往地武术训练。

白天float dance。随着rag day 的临近，practice如预料中地越来越多，后来变成如预料中地10 to 10。

然后所有事情好像都商量好了一样聚在08年8月8号。Rag Day, Olympics Opening, yanling n engseng's birthdays. 真是个吉利的好日子。

=====

talking about rag. i love this year's dancers.

we really had a lot of fun. and i really saw the real hard and excellent work from yanling, wanling and geri, as well as all the rest of the dancers. i will never forget wenhao's AHOO~~, jeremy's 'Hi Queen!', Haotian's generous help, Zichun's voice-less motivation cheer at SRC, Dawn and Shuo jie's strengthful support, Xing Yue's smile and compliment, vui min's 云南白药, the last sleepless night trying to make shin's armour, Eric's dance, .......................
and our cheer! inspired by yanling, publicized by yifeng: "...1,2,3: MUSIC!"

we put out our best performance ever on the Rag Day itself.
we didnt win any awards.
but
it doesnt matter.
the fact is, we put out our best performance ever on the Rag Day itself!
the moment we finished our performance, we jumped up and cheered as we run away. we knew we are the winners.

i personally think the costumes are nice. and i can really say i watch the process of improvement. although, haiz, the 'sexiness' theme on the queen, which is played by me, awarded me with severe sunburn.

a lot more about float. another time.

all in all: this year's float is good!

===

then, the Olympics Opening.

Much was said by millions of other ppl.

i just want to say

it's really fabulous.

marvellous.

spectulate.

太美了。

绝了。

我好自豪啊。

T.T

唱《歌唱祖国》和国歌的时候，我都咽了。

在KE的lounge里跟好多人一起看别有一番滋味

大概也只有在KE这么和谐的地方才会给人这种感觉

马来西亚新加坡还有别的国家的华人和中国人一起鼓掌，一起WOW，怎一个爽字了得

当时看的时候很紧张，很担心

真的，很怕

怕有人来捣乱

怕这么大的production出cock-up

还好还好，nothing happened

我们用震撼的美仑美奂征服了世界

=====

after watching opening ceremony we drag ourselves to engseng's room to celebrate his birthday

unsurprisingly, i fell asleep, and had no idea wat happened.

=====

the next day i woke up at 2pm (WOW 'o' )

then i decided to 兑现我说的话，treat Haotian dinner.

Special thanks to Haotian. One of our major role, the poker king, dancer suddenly not around for homecoming, so i dragged Haotian in and made him learn the steps in one day. he performed for homecoming. but the old king came back and we decided to let the old king perform for the rag day. so Haotian was left out. But he is soooo nice that he kept saying he understand perfectly about our situation. and he really does. he even come to support us all the way til rag. really really, thx very much...

哎，这年头，长的又帅，声音又好听，又有时尚品位，又幽默，人又好，读书又厉害的男的，真的是不多了哎……

in the end he refused the treat. we and niyou and wenhao went pgp canteen for dinner together only, as a result.

then after that, i went to watch Mummy 3.

Not a bad movie. just that after so many spectulate things, the movie doesnt look extraordinarily amazing la.

still, quite a cool movie. worth watching.

====

then, hv to rush back hall to prepare surprise for sharon, who is coming back from the US.

jeremy wanted us to hide in sharon's room, and pop out and surprise her.

he wanted me to buy ben & jerry's icecream at 7-11. shin told me to go NUH, i was like 'huh???' lucky haotian saved me by telling me that there's a 7-11 near the golden village at vivo...

then we carried out the 'surprise' plan.

so...yah.

happening huh?

no matter

zhe says he discovered he actually love to dance
i'm so happy =)

= i think i must stop watching this kind of things and crying @.@ =