稀里糊涂

there is a point to the existence of this blog.

it is like a rubbish bin, something like the paper bag provided on flights for vomitting purpose.

i throw, or hide all my frustration, sadness, and evil thinking here, and entitle this place an INVISIBLE home.

simply because i want it to be a part of me that is invisible to most of the people around me... cos these rubbish are not helpful to others at all.

for those who know this place and visit here regularly, it is your choice to get spammed by all these dark, negative, naggy and irritating thinkings of mine. i never advertise this blog, neither did i keep it private. i just put it there. those who happen to find this place, i see the effort of bothering to search for it. if your intention is to understand me more and be a friend, thanks. and welcome to my invisible home. if you are just fulfilling your curiosity and nothing else, you won't receive any thank, and you will come and go and forget this place eventually. so i dun bother.

but i still dun want too many people to dig my rubbish. they will be disgusted. not healthy for them. so if i realise too many people can see, i will move home.

so in conclusion, i unload my unhappiness and evil-ness here, so i'm the most cheerful and happy in my visible world to brighten people's life. i will forever be perfectly ok, dun worry =) nothing can beat me in the visible world, thanks to my invisible home.

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ok enough tokcok

从float后期开始我的生活就很贴切的稀里糊涂
开学之后更盛，每天都不知道自己怎么睡着，几点睡着的
丢三落四，鸡同鸭讲
清醒的时候不多
不对，是少得可怜
好像一直都没有休息
整天不停从一个地方漂到另一个地方
从房间到教室，从lab到训练，从电脑前photoshop到printing room
好像有时间做一件事情，忽然间又没有了
好像有一点management，忽然间又好像不见了

恍惚哦~

很像在做梦