float. yang. and others.

much has been said about Rag Day 2007.

We did our best. No regret. We didn't lose. We are coming back next year to sweep all the awards.

which are true.

hello we are not comforting ourselves only or wat. everything is so obvious since the moment when all halls displayed their floats. only us, kevii, or shears. one of us.

styles at two extreme. judges have to make a decision, since the workmanship is equally amazing. and shears won. i have nothing to say, except that 'too bad judges prefer that style'.

i said i didnt care about the result. right after we finish our dynamic performance i have no regret already, cos i knew we have done it, up to, if not more than, what we have expected.

not a single cock up in mechanism. can you believe that.

but during the result announcement, i still couldnt help but burst into tears when i realised i didnt hear 'ke7' for the two awards. until now i can still feel how tightly shin and xiahe was grabbing my hands.

2 months of blood and sweat, 40+ hrs of non-sleep, 2 tight hrs of crazy touch-up.

thank all fellow floaters 07/08, for building the baby Omnis together with me. i'm honoured to be one of you all.

thank everyone in my dearest static team. qiaojie, for your wild ideas and incredible drawing and nicknames =,=; minmin, for your planning, lack of sleep, pineapple cookies, and being such a wonderful roommate; laoban, for your leadership, your help in EVERYTHING, cheerfulness, never get mad upon us...

and thank our 一家亲 design team. my dearest shinshin, oks, fatty, pooja, and of course ayam~

shall stop here. i'm losing the feeling.

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gup a few souvenirs of my vending machine, which was the first to be dismantled because of the printer cartriage inside. also kept my planning for baby Omnis, and the 4 tickets. spent $15 to auction back the metal plate on my vending machine. now they are nicely hung on my notice board, can see them everyday =)

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可能真的是人品问题。点儿背。
开学第一天。

只是那么两秒。大概一秒。
他绽开遇见好久不见的朋友的灿烂笑容。
我落荒而逃。

其实我也想像他那样笑的。我试了，笑了。但我没有办法，就是僵住了。
都没有敢回头看，他看到我不自然的笑容和胡乱挥手之后仓皇逃窜是什么反应。
或许没有任何反应。
或许都没有停下他的脚步。

那是什么笑容阿。那么纯，那么简单，简单到我们是从头到尾彻彻底底的好朋友， 简单到我们好像从来没有在一起这回事！！
看来我在他的生命中真的是不再有什么价值了。
看得出，他开心，他精神，他神采奕奕，从头到脚都是崭新与活力。
可能离开我他才发现自己爱笑的眼睛。
我做错了什么？？

单只这样就算了。
要命的是，就那么两秒钟，看着他的脸。
5个月没见到的脸。
还是那么可爱。

是的，我没救了。

shitttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tmd 5个月里面我胡思乱想了多少，努力了多少，我以为我很牛的出来了，我以为我坚信了他就是一不合适的人，我甚至还开始考虑别人的出现，tmd现在好了，他没事顶着一张脸在nus晃什么晃！！！！

更要命的是，居然。
居然还有一个声音在我心里面说，‘还想再看见你。’
？？？？？？？？？？！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
wtf????!!!!!!!!

每次在science都处于一种神经质的状态。警觉得要命，有几次还认错人。
这样下去会出毛病的。
还是我已经出毛病了。。。
我怎么了我？他有什么好？？？

我死了。