talk

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
'lo

yang 发送 2007-8-29 1:14:
'lo..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
how's uni?

yang 说:
tiring..

yang 说:
still coping..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
apply maths?

yang 说:
yeah..

yang 说:
maths still ok..

yang 说:
computing harder..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
cs modules?

yang 说:
cz..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
o...

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
not on campus stay rite?

yang 发送 2007-8-29 1:27:
no..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
o...

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
any activities? or just buzy coping with studies... and the travelling...

yang 说:
joined wushu.

yang 说:
still learning lifesaving..

yang 说:
so quite bz..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
yup can see

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
how's nus wushu?

yang 说:
ok lo..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
when's their training wor... at night? then u will be back home quite late leh...

yang 发送 2007-8-29 1:36:
yeah..

yang 发送 2007-8-29 1:36:
very late..

yang 发送 2007-8-29 1:37:
so if tired then i wont go le..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
en...

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
jiayou lo

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
so we dun hv time to meet up le o..?

yang 发送 2007-8-29 1:39:
not now ba..

yang 发送 2007-8-29 1:40:
nxt time lo..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
hehe

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
nxt time many times le o...

yang 说:
but i really dun hv time leh..

yang 说:
wat to do..

yang 说:
at hm oso got alot of thgs..

yang 说:
not only u..my other frens oso..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
i understand perfectly

yang 发送 2007-8-29 1:48:
i go studyle..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
but a 5min thing leh

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
ok ok

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
same here

yang 说:
rest early..

yang 发送 2007-8-29 1:48:
anw..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
u still say me

yang 说:
i study until cannot take it then will slp..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
i used to slp at 3am alr

yang 说:
o..

yang 发送 2007-8-29 1:48:
tok another time o..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
when u r less busy lo

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
maybe never. haha

yang 说:
ok..

=~roTteN EgG~=:: http://www.keviiwushu.blogspot.com/ ::: NO REGRETS 漂浮. *feignez*. :::=once an XQRJ-ian, always an XQRJ-ian= 说:
as in, mayb u will nv b less busy

yang 说:
hpe not..

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i nv think anything.
for own record only.

o, got think something.
maybe my msn nick too long alr.
LOL

1st (or rather the 1st half) and 2nd posters i'v ever done

Wushu recruiment poster. with a lot of help from engseng and colin.

hall election rally day poster. independent work.

archiving purpose. my journey in photoshop begins...

稀里糊涂

there is a point to the existence of this blog.

it is like a rubbish bin, something like the paper bag provided on flights for vomitting purpose.

i throw, or hide all my frustration, sadness, and evil thinking here, and entitle this place an INVISIBLE home.

simply because i want it to be a part of me that is invisible to most of the people around me... cos these rubbish are not helpful to others at all.

for those who know this place and visit here regularly, it is your choice to get spammed by all these dark, negative, naggy and irritating thinkings of mine. i never advertise this blog, neither did i keep it private. i just put it there. those who happen to find this place, i see the effort of bothering to search for it. if your intention is to understand me more and be a friend, thanks. and welcome to my invisible home. if you are just fulfilling your curiosity and nothing else, you won't receive any thank, and you will come and go and forget this place eventually. so i dun bother.

but i still dun want too many people to dig my rubbish. they will be disgusted. not healthy for them. so if i realise too many people can see, i will move home.

so in conclusion, i unload my unhappiness and evil-ness here, so i'm the most cheerful and happy in my visible world to brighten people's life. i will forever be perfectly ok, dun worry =) nothing can beat me in the visible world, thanks to my invisible home.

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ok enough tokcok

从float后期开始我的生活就很贴切的稀里糊涂
开学之后更盛，每天都不知道自己怎么睡着，几点睡着的
丢三落四，鸡同鸭讲
清醒的时候不多
不对，是少得可怜
好像一直都没有休息
整天不停从一个地方漂到另一个地方
从房间到教室，从lab到训练，从电脑前photoshop到printing room
好像有时间做一件事情，忽然间又没有了
好像有一点management，忽然间又好像不见了

恍惚哦~

很像在做梦

float. yang. and others.

much has been said about Rag Day 2007.

We did our best. No regret. We didn't lose. We are coming back next year to sweep all the awards.

which are true.

hello we are not comforting ourselves only or wat. everything is so obvious since the moment when all halls displayed their floats. only us, kevii, or shears. one of us.

styles at two extreme. judges have to make a decision, since the workmanship is equally amazing. and shears won. i have nothing to say, except that 'too bad judges prefer that style'.

i said i didnt care about the result. right after we finish our dynamic performance i have no regret already, cos i knew we have done it, up to, if not more than, what we have expected.

not a single cock up in mechanism. can you believe that.

but during the result announcement, i still couldnt help but burst into tears when i realised i didnt hear 'ke7' for the two awards. until now i can still feel how tightly shin and xiahe was grabbing my hands.

2 months of blood and sweat, 40+ hrs of non-sleep, 2 tight hrs of crazy touch-up.

thank all fellow floaters 07/08, for building the baby Omnis together with me. i'm honoured to be one of you all.

thank everyone in my dearest static team. qiaojie, for your wild ideas and incredible drawing and nicknames =,=; minmin, for your planning, lack of sleep, pineapple cookies, and being such a wonderful roommate; laoban, for your leadership, your help in EVERYTHING, cheerfulness, never get mad upon us...

and thank our 一家亲 design team. my dearest shinshin, oks, fatty, pooja, and of course ayam~

shall stop here. i'm losing the feeling.

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gup a few souvenirs of my vending machine, which was the first to be dismantled because of the printer cartriage inside. also kept my planning for baby Omnis, and the 4 tickets. spent $15 to auction back the metal plate on my vending machine. now they are nicely hung on my notice board, can see them everyday =)

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可能真的是人品问题。点儿背。
开学第一天。

只是那么两秒。大概一秒。
他绽开遇见好久不见的朋友的灿烂笑容。
我落荒而逃。

其实我也想像他那样笑的。我试了，笑了。但我没有办法，就是僵住了。
都没有敢回头看，他看到我不自然的笑容和胡乱挥手之后仓皇逃窜是什么反应。
或许没有任何反应。
或许都没有停下他的脚步。

那是什么笑容阿。那么纯，那么简单，简单到我们是从头到尾彻彻底底的好朋友， 简单到我们好像从来没有在一起这回事！！
看来我在他的生命中真的是不再有什么价值了。
看得出，他开心，他精神，他神采奕奕，从头到脚都是崭新与活力。
可能离开我他才发现自己爱笑的眼睛。
我做错了什么？？

单只这样就算了。
要命的是，就那么两秒钟，看着他的脸。
5个月没见到的脸。
还是那么可爱。

是的，我没救了。

shitttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tmd 5个月里面我胡思乱想了多少，努力了多少，我以为我很牛的出来了，我以为我坚信了他就是一不合适的人，我甚至还开始考虑别人的出现，tmd现在好了，他没事顶着一张脸在nus晃什么晃！！！！

更要命的是，居然。
居然还有一个声音在我心里面说，‘还想再看见你。’
？？？？？？？？？？！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
wtf????!!!!!!!!

每次在science都处于一种神经质的状态。警觉得要命，有几次还认错人。
这样下去会出毛病的。
还是我已经出毛病了。。。
我怎么了我？他有什么好？？？

我死了。

rag, i'm coming

has been disappearing for quite long.

yes, i'm floating in the air.

has been sleeping at 3 or 4 or 5am for the past 2 weeks. and why am i blogging here now? cos the validators have come, and the production has officially stopped. a bit of free time before i set off to padang.

it has been the centre of my life for the past 2 months. final shot tomorrow.

sometimes it feels like just another make-believe of myself. do i really have that passion and love towards KE, and float, or i just need something to put my passion and love?

anyway, for just this once in my life, keep the thought simple.

Go KE! Go Floaters!

We are going to Chingay!

Can we do it?

YES!!!

ok! now go back to work.

=,=

hmm... haha

about my last post. hmm... i realised that its not that bad... lol

tend to be a bit pessimistic these days. floating blues.


so for the one who cares about me, everything is ok =) its all the fault of my psychological disorder, which u said everyone also got XD

===

have been talking alot, mingling around alot, discussing/quarelling alot for the past few days. partly cos it was orientation period, and also its the chiong period for float. its just so easy to get mad.

must learn to self-control even more.

losing

finally.

i lost him as a good friend.

despite all the effort and sacrifice.

i should have known it right from the start.