good that lately i have to do the model. can think less.
wat's the point anyway? i have made the decision.
gone. he won't be mine. maybe he never was.
he is just a shy kid, who i kno will be on a different track with me.
so many things i dun like about him, so many complains i can make about this relationship. i know it won't have a 'happy' ending. it won't. it won't. it won't.
maybe the only i cant let go until now is the feeling.
how he caught my attention without doing anything especially for me to see.
how comfortable i find his voice is, his way of talking, walking, moving about is.
yes, yes, i have criteria and expectations for my mr. right. and he violates almost all of them.
how perfect it will be if it's HIM who meets all of them...
these are precisely all the stupid and meaningless psychology description i used to laugh at in those lousy cheap love serials... wat can i do now? laugh at myself and give myself a punch.
this will be the last time that this date mean something to me.
= happy 3rd anniversary...
or will u be happier if u forget it's our anniversary =
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